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HI I KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH 2 YEARS AGO I WAS MARRIED FOR ONLY 3 MONTHS I KNOW VERY SHORT TIME BUT I LOVED HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING AND AFTER 3 MONTHS HIS MOM DAD FAMILY FRIENDS CHANGED HIM I CANT EXPLAIN BUT HIS MOM WOULD ARGUE WITH ME AND I WOULDN'T SAY A THING LIKE A CAT HAS TAKEN MY TONG I TRIED TO MAKE HIM SEE I WAS GOOD AND I NEVER STARTED ANYTHING BUT HE KNEW IT ALREADY AND HE WAS ALWAYS STICKING UP FOR ME AND GETTING INTO ARGUMENTS WITH HIS MOM OH BY THE WAY IM YOUNG 19 AT THE TIME IM 21 NOW AND WE WAS A YOUNGER COUPLE BUT IN LOVE FOR WHAT HE TOLD ME SO 3 MONTHS LATER HE CHANGED THEY CHANGED HIM AND HE AND I SPLIT HE LEFT ME THEN HE GOT MARRIED IN LESS THEN A MONTH WE WAS NOT EVEN DIVORCED YET AND HE GOT MARRIED I WAS PREGNANT TO I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I WAS 2 MONTHS PREGNANT AND HE STILL LEFT ME GOT MARRIED AND I WAS 2 MONTHS AND CRYING LIKE A BABY I WAS NOT EVEN EMOTIONAL AS IT WAS BEING PREGNANT SO LONG STORY SHORT IT WAS OVER HE DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ARE BABY HE WAS SOOOOOOO CRAZY SO WHEN I BECAME 6 MONTHS PREGNANT HE WANTED ME BACK AND I SAID NO WAY HE LEFT THAT GIRL AND SAID IM SORRY HE TALKED TO MY MOM AND I WOULDN'T TALK TO HIM HE HURT ME TO BAD I WAS HAVING HIS BABY AND IN LOVE WITH HIM AND HE LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER WOMEN AND BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS TOLD HIM TO AT THE END HE WANTED ME I DIDN'T WANT TO EVER SPEAK TO HIM AGAIN BUT I WAS DIEING INSIDE BECAUSE I LOVED HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I STILL LOVE HIM AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I CANT TAKE HIS LOVE HIS FACE ARE LITTLE MEMORIES WE HAD AWAY I JUST CANT GET OVER IT TODAY IT IS SEPTEMBER 22TH 2010 AND MY BABY GIRL IS 14 MONTHS OLD HER NAME IS PARIS AND I LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD AND WHEN I LOOK AT HE I THINK WHY GOD THIS HAD TO HAPPEN TO ME AND PARIS WHY TAKE HER DAD AWAY FROM HER WHY IT WOULDN'T BE THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE ARE WITH THERE KIDS FAMILY I JUST CRY A LOT AND IM SO YOUNG AND I DON'T WANT TO GO LOOKING FOR A GUY BECAUSE I FELL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO LIVE FOR IS MY BABY GIRL WITH OUT HER IN THIS WHOLE SITUATION I THINK I WOULD A DIE I THANK GOD FOR HER BUT I STILL AM VERY CONFUSED I NEED ADVICE ON WHAT TO DO ABOUT MY HURTING OR JUST SOME ONE TO TALK TO BECAUSE ALL MY FAMILY MY PARENTS SISTERS BROTHERS THINK IM FINE AND IM STRONG AND I GOT OVER IT WHEN I WAS PREGNANT BECAUSE I PRETENDED I DID GET OVER IT I LIED BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF WHAT HAPPEN TO ME AND I WANTED IT TO LOOK LIKE I DIDN'T CARE AND IM STRONG AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE THAT I WAS OKAY WITH BUT I LIED AND I HIDE IT INSIDE SINCE OVER 2 YEARS NOW AND I GUESS I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO SO PLEASE. ↓
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