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Name: Rachel
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My dad had an affair on my birthday. Now he is marrying that person. I am really confused and need help. I even wrote this poem:
My mind leaving me
I still have thoughts to share
My heart leaving me
I still have room to hate
My eyes leaving me
I still have tears to shed
My lips leaving me
I still have words to speak
My ears leaving me
I still have words to hear
My laughter leaving me
I only have memories

Memories of times where I was loved
Wanted
Nurtured
Cared for
Now I'm all-alone
With nothing but my memories
To comfort me in my sorrow
To catch me when I fall
To hold me when I die
To miss me when I leave
To cry with me when I cry
To be brave when I am scared
To be strong when I am weak
To be there
To be there
To be there

I still have thoughts to share
My heart leaving me
I still have room to hate
My eyes leaving me
I still have tears to shed
My lips leaving me
I still have words to speak
My ears leaving me
I still have words to hear
My laughter leaving me
I only have memories

A door opens
No one is there
Music plays
No one is dancing
A game starts
No one is playing
A person tries to help
But I refuse
I can't go on like this
I just can't
No one knows how to act
No one knows how I feel
I am me
There is no one that can possibly feel
The bleeding I feel inside
The pain in my heart
The pounding in my head

I still have thoughts to share
My heart leaving me
I still have room to hate
My eyes leaving me
I still have tears to shed
My lips leaving me
I still have words to speak
My ears leaving me
I still have words to hear
My laughter leaving me
I only have memories

I am me
I am me
I am the only me that can ever be
I am me
I am me
I am me
Please give me advice.
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Name: bob | Date: Nov 24th, 2005 3:45 AM
i understand 

Name: Justine | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 3:50 PM
Rachel, your poem is amazing. our hearts can go through so much pain, but remember there will be happiness, too. As much pain as your heart can hold is the equal amount of happiness it can hold as well. Divorce is tragic and painful for everyone. There's never a good enough explaination. Just ask someone for a hug with no explainations. You're going through a valley of pain. embrace it and then let it move through you and try to release and forgive when you're ready. 

Name: GARY | Date: Feb 7th, 2006 12:14 PM
IM 41 MY PARENTS ARE RECENTLY DIVORCED 4 YEARS AND ARE DATEING , EVEN AT THIS AGE SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO DEAL WITH, ITS STRANGE TO SEE THEM WITH SOMEONE ELSE BUT THEY ARE STILL MY ONLY MOTHER AND FATHER AND I LOOK AT THEIR DATES AS FRIENDS NOT A PARENT OF YOURS THIS SEEMS TO WORK FOR ME. GOOD LUCK 

Name: namrita | Date: Jul 30th, 2008 2:42 PM
hiiiiii 

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