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Name: Frankie_babey

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well hi,
i have never done anything like this before but i feel like i need to talk to people who are going through the same thing as me.
Right now i dont actually have a eating disorder, but i have considered starving myself and have finally started too, for the past 2 days i have just been drinking water and eating no food. i have never been happy with my weight, and as im short it makes me feel even fatter.
i am lucky to have good friends and a lovely boyfriend, but i dont wnt to tell them cause i know they will worry and to be honest i have only just began starving myself so i dont want to be stopped.
I guess im so sick of feeling this insecure that iv finally started to do something about it, but im getting worried that im pushing away my boyfriend, his starting saying how im becoming quiet and stuff and even just his kissing or hugging me i just pull away i dont want to be near anyone.
iv also self harmed quite a few times.
i just need someone to talk to, without being judged. =[
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Name: Vanny | Date: Mar 3rd, 2008 8:56 PM

hey there. i just want you to know that i'm in the same boat. i've been this way for about 2 yrs now, and have only ever told one of my friends, who has considering starving herself so she can kinda relate. but ya no way would i ever tell any of my other friends; they'd never think the same of me and would prolly tell someone. my absolute darkest secret... i have also self-harmed, though not that much. i wouldn't mind at all talkin with ya; i know how lonely and maddening it can get with those feelings you're having. i'll put my email below if you ever wanna chat =]

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Name: Frankie_babey | Date: Mar 3rd, 2008 11:24 PM

thankyou for answering.
i know, knowone seems to understand
i also have told one of my best friends who has a eating dissorder, but she just warns me of it, she dont want me to get into the same sitation, but now iv started i already cant find my way out.
rhankyou i will add you on there tomorrow.
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