hello im a female. im 22 yrs and weigh in at 7 stone.
i have been trying to loose weight for 6 months when i stopped breast feeding my daughter, and i have only lost just over a stone the most of that is in the last 2 months. people say im looking skinny but skinny is the last thing i see when i look in the mirror.
i went to my doc because i cut back on eating and when i do eat i flush it out with laxatives. theres situations when i got to eat because its best for my daughter but how can i not eat when i need to be a roll model.
when ever i do eat i feel so so guilty like im letting myself down. and when i stand on the scales and i lost a lb or 2 i feel so fantastic its such an achievement and i need to know how i can loose more weighjt coz i love the buz of loosing weight
i dont want my family to see me fighting against food but they want me to eat with them, its so hard to forse myself to eat coz i know im just getting fatter and heavier with every mouthful
i just want to get to a weight where im happy and comfortable. im so looking foward to seeing a 6 at the begining of the scales. i dont think my thinking is healthy but it makes me happy.
if you know what i want from this then please help coz i just dont know what i should want . just need someone elses influence
thankyou so very much for taking the time to read this xxx ↓
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