im just lost and i realy dont know wat to do..
i want to speak to someone abou this its just i darent or anyone i do they woud just frown down on me..
i do eat but not alot.. and wat i do eat most of the time i throw that back up its like my body just doent want foood inside me..
its hard becasue i have no one who understands me..
or why i do this,, i just wanted to be pretty because i was just to fat for him.. just not nice enough for himm.. and it makes me sick to just think about him... he knocked me over the edge... he hurt me soo bad.. i wanted to be good enough but i just couldnt .... ↓
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