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Name: cloezero

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i hadn't eaten all day it felt good, i normally wait till late and eat dinner so no ones suspicious and throw it up but tonight i went out and there were snacks and everyone kept offering so i had some i can't get it up i'm panicking, i can't have it in me! i feel full i hate it. i shouldn't be full. i want it out! help. i hate this please talk, i need someone to talk to asap ↓

Name: starving 4 perfection.. | Date: Oct 25th, 2007 10:44 PM

hey email me [email protected]
my name is ashlea ↑

Name: reximus | Date: Oct 30th, 2007 9:21 PM

i know exactly how you feel - i try to avoid parites, etc because i am afraid there will be food there and i won't be able to leave to get rid of it fast enough - i hate that i am like this and don't know how to stop ↑

Name: reximus | Date: Oct 30th, 2007 9:21 PM

my email is [email protected] if you want to talk ↑

Name: cloezero | Date: Nov 2nd, 2007 12:05 PM

thanks i'll email you later ↑

Name: curious07 | Date: Nov 2nd, 2007 5:24 PM

I would like to ask you something... ↑

Name: SKMD | Date: Mar 4th, 2008 6:24 PM

i know how u fell, although ive never had the guts to throw it up (plus my house is also always preoccupied and paranoid so i cnt rele) but i always feel sick and want it out but once u eat it the calories r already there, u just have to work them off, plus purging is very bad for u, the acid in ur stomach like destroys ur throat liek piss to snow....lol...ah just did 200 sit ups..aching, but feel so better, had a binge erugh ↑