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Name: milkoginger94
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i am seriously considering taking an overdose.
i cant take this shitty life anymore, everything is out of control and i hate being here more than ever now.
i cant deal with all the stress and strain, i cant do this anymore.
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Name: 2sad2care | Date: Jun 22nd, 2007 3:22 PM
Hey Miko Im whyatt ive took overdoses before Ill tell you what will happen If at fist ti dont work and you go to hosptal or some one finds you you will be pined to the bed druged up in a mental ward im in uk its alot worse if your in usa trust me on this one i dont no alot but they will do that and if you have Ed they will make you eat and if it works well your be dead all your family and friends yo might have alot or not alot but think how they would feel because at the end of the day none of us no what lies behind life could be hell could be heven but if there is a heven or hell you will go to hell i dont belive my self thats Just if you belive trust me when i was this hunny its not worth it your time will come and when it does you will be happy in a way but your times not Now !! ! ! ! if you wana chat im always here to help and maybe you could help me as well :) add me or email [email protected] take care hope this wetnt harsh i didetn mean to .... 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jun 24th, 2007 8:01 PM
hey hunny please dont do that it is not worth it at all... it wont do anything.. it will make you feel worse and they will put you in a physc ward and you dont want that either it is awful.. please dont do anything like that..... talk to me...
e mail me at
[email protected]
ashlea88 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jun 25th, 2007 4:28 PM
hey hunny whats going on at the moment spill your guts please...
love ya xoxoxoxo :)
ASHLEA88 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jun 27th, 2007 7:18 PM
you probably dont care what i say because if you really want to do it not much can change you mind, but if oyu are willing to listen i am willing ot help. Duh it's not worth it you dont need to hear that because like i said even if i sit here and tell you dont do it dont do it dont do it you still could do it. What I'm saying is you shouldn't WANT to do it, but because you do oyu need to know how to handle everything. Your not alone, many people suffer from depression, and because i dont have depression i can't possibly imagine what it feels like, i'm sorry. But my friends husband commited suicide last year, and he has two daughter one that was 10 and one that was 12. They were both gifted (very very smart) and beautiful. He shot himself in the head, in the back yard. He thought that no one cared about him and was in basically the same place you are. He had ocd and was a perfectionist. He couldnt have ceral with milk because the milk was touching the ceral. He went to counsoling and put on that he was fine,but he was not. His wonderful girls didn't no anything was wrong, until one day they got pulled out of school early only to find there daddy was gone. My daughter goes to school with this mans oldeast daughter and the whole school was affected by his actions. You may think that you are a no one but trust me you touch the lives of people each day. If you overdose and it works then your gone forever, you cant undo it, you will never be able to do anything. This will pass just be positive, i know thats hard. My friends husband's girls were affected greatly. They blamed themselves, they had ot go to counsoling,and the youngest was afraid to go home because thats were her daddy killed himself. You will affect everyone who is anyone. Your are a someone, no matter what you think. You have affected me already by one little post, dont do it. But at the end of the day i cant make the decison for you, only you can. But i hope i helped and i hope i influenced you. Stay safe 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jun 29th, 2007 4:58 AM
hey hunny e mail me if you wanna talk more i read my e mails a lot during the day.... please try and e mail,.. please
ashlea88 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 3rd, 2007 9:18 PM
are you okay? I hope you are :) 


Name: tattudemomx | Date: Jul 6th, 2007 4:28 PM
Hey there. I just read what you said the counselor (if you can even call her that) did about the prescription. I just want to give you some encouragement and tell you something that will hopefully give you strength. When I was a teenager, I drank myself into oblvion, etc. trying to cope with what was going on in my head. Well, jump ahead to adulthood when I got help. All my family was then saying they were there for me and offering too-late support. I did it for my sons, but I sure wish I had gotten help when I was younger, but nobody listened. My point is this...you are one strong young person to demand help, get medication, and not worry about what your mom thinks. Keep that momentum and remember that it takes a while for the meds to make you feel better. Hopefully, you will gain clarity with the meds and it will help you fight the ED as well as any skeletons you may have. I say you're a hell of a 15-year-old. If you need support from a mom (I'm 36) of the sort you can't talk to your mom about, feel free to email me at [email protected] and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. It may be a few days in between since I'm now fostering an infant and I work two jobs. Don't give up, and I'm so glad you chose to live. I know how hard that can be. I really do. 

Name: milkoginger94 | Date: Jul 6th, 2007 10:30 PM
tattudemomx thanks so much for replying to my message.
and what you said really touched me, i am almost crying.
i am not a hell of a 15-year old but thank you anyways. =]
i will email you most definately. probably tomorrow now as it is getting late.
and i do really appreciate you taking the time out to reply.
so i will email you tomorrow and we can swap stories or something?
thanks hun.
xxxhugsxxx 

Name: Ally Mur | Date: Jul 12th, 2007 9:17 AM
I took a overdose at the begining of June i scared the crap out of myself. I did want to end it but a friend found me and phoned the ambulance. I was in hospital for 4 days and on drips the whole time.
It was the scariest time of my life so far i couldn't speak didn't know what i was doing and seeing things.
I suffer from bul as well and i just thought there was no point anymore but after doing it i realise there is a point.
Please dont do it i wouldn't wish what i went through on anyone.
Im here if you need me.
xx 

Name: yarmi | Date: Jul 24th, 2007 4:46 AM
I feel your pain
i just took 5 Tylenol 3's i dont know if it will do anything though. 

Name: yarmi | Date: Jul 24th, 2007 4:49 AM
is anyone around, i could really use a friend to chat with, until these pills kick in 

Name: Eliz_ape456 | Date: Aug 1st, 2007 1:14 PM
NO DON'T!!!!! i did and the results sucked! i couldn't sleep even tho i was soo tired cuz if u go to sleep u mught not wake up! i seirously think u shouln't! i fainted around some time at mid night, and i remember waking up at 3 o'clock am1 i threw up and fainted again, it was NOT good at all!!!!!!!!! DONT cuz i only took 35 pills, but if u talk more u could die!!!!! please dont there are people in this world who love u and care about u, DONT!!!
but i know i cant stop u, im just sayin, please try to reconsider ur thinking! 

Name: Julia_gulia | Date: Aug 4th, 2007 6:24 PM
Honestly,
i dont kow you
but you need to vent

like
talk to somebody

but an overdose
is so extreme 

Name: Shaz | Date: Aug 13th, 2007 10:42 PM
OMG milkoginger! its like hearing my life storey!
I was like that too! im 18 now but when i was ur age i felt exactly the same, Trust me, its not worth dying over, and overdoses are NOT FUN! So plz dont! Im from the UK too btw.
If u need to chat email me:
[email protected]

We are all here for you x x x 

Name: Caera | Date: Aug 29th, 2007 4:38 PM
wow i've heard this before. you and i are a lot alike. hopefully you haven't gone through with it and won't (though thats being totally hypocritical on my part sry bout that); I've overdosed 4 times. the first time i was downrite clueless and thought 9 pills would do it, and because of that i made the horrible mistake of telling my friend that i liked him more than a friend cuz i thought i'd nvr see him again. this last time i did it which was prolly bak in july was absolute hell. i oded on allegra d cause it has pseudoephedrine so i thought itd do the trick. i took about 50 and let me try to explain what happened:

7:00 pm i take the pills

around 11:00pm i start feeling the familiar effects: I feel a vague sense of anxiety and my ears ring so badly that when my dad comes into my room to tell me something i can't understand a word he's saying.

i decide to go to bed, hoping to go to sleep and nvr wake up..

in my restless sleep i can feel the worst nausea i've ever felt creep up on me, rolling and tossing in my stomach, and insomnia, forcing me awake at around 12:00 or 1:00am, thus i just turn on the tv to get my mind off the pain. as i lie in bed, my limbs are heavy, like led; i find it hard to lift my legs, its as though some1's pressing down on them.

3:00am i've made many stops to the bathroom by now, feeling any moment i would blow chunks, and i try to, too, to get it ovr w/, but alas nothing happens. so i go back to my room and get on the comp. my mouth is so dry i cannot swallow, and as i turn to look at the tv, i see one of my socks scuttling across the floor.

4:00am ok so i decide to try to get some sleep one more time. cautiously i get up and and i walk to my bed like a drunkard about to pass out. i get in bed and shut off the tv, the charging phone in my room continuing to give off a faint lite. i tell myself i need to get some sleep, and force my eyes shut. as soon as i do so i hear what sounds like the shuffling of papers in my room followed by the papers being violently ripped---yet my frantic eyes see nothing. heart pounding i turn the tv bak on..

throughout the entire next day the nausea stays with me but not once do i throw up. when i get up in the mrning i can't pee, and twisting even slitely causes the feelin of my organs about to explode. i don't eat anything all day(only good thing about it; lost like 4 lbs in 1 day).... basically yea it wasn't fun and it didn't do anything.

if you don't mind being a bit personal, what's going on that stressing you in your life rite now? if you ever feel like talkin, you can contact me at [email protected] 

Name: Caera | Date: Aug 31st, 2007 4:08 AM
yea know how that feels. is there anyone close to you that you talk to with frequently, or do you kind keep the emotions bottled up secretly inside most of the time...if it helps at all, one of the things that keeps me from acting on my suicidal thoughts rite now is just try to think of something anything, no matter how hard and difficult it mite be, that you've always wanted to do or wanted to see...and just keep trying to push yourself little by little to make it to that day that you get to do that thing..cheezy ik lol depends how strongly that thing is.. 

Name: Hayley xXx | Date: Aug 31st, 2007 10:23 AM
please stay strong. its really not worth it xx 

Name: Eliz_ape456 | Date: Sep 5th, 2007 6:32 PM
well its no use telling you not to, expecaly if u already did, but DONT!!! i did, it sux, i took 19 advils, and i fainted at 3:00 am, u cant sleep cuz if u do, u might not wake up, but u might know this all, so ill just leave it at DONT!! but hey, im still here to talk about it, so i guess i was just lucky, u might not be 

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