my fiance today has sat me down and told me he is going to pay for me to speak to a counsellor.
I mean I have felt really down lately, and for a long time now I go throigh stages where I dont eat alot or make myself sick,does this mean I have an eating disorder like he thinks?
I know what I do isnt right but I dont know whether It could be classed as a disorder as people do far worse than i do.
for the last few weeks I just make sure I dont really eat anything apart from my lunch at work and it just makes me feel better-If i do I have made myself sick a few times but I dont do it all the time.
I must admit I do only buy dietin food and I do have this thing where I think Im fat sometimes and I end up feeling really angry-but I thought this was all to do with the way I am feling lately as I do feel down and get angry really quick.
to be honest I am so confused and I have so mant feelings flying around I dont know what to think-I hope people dont think I being stupid I just wanted to know wht some non biased people think and maybe help me? ↓
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