hey,
if you can bear it then try and put on the weight but do not be forced to, if you are not ready then don't cus it could make matters worse. See you need to take an ED day by day but also have a glance at the future to find out what YOU want.
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Hi, in a way I have been through the same thing. I was anorexic, and my parents and the doctors forced me into treatment. I went through treatment, got out and was ready to lose when they told me I couldn't play my senior year of sports unless I gained. I gained, and they keep threatening me whenever I start to lose. I have started binging and purging, and want to go back to anorexia, but have really been struggling to. I need help. I am moving out in January, all I want is my anorexia back, can anyone help? Any ideas how? ↑ |
Thanks for the support- putting on the weight seems like the best thing to do but when it comes down to it, it's so hard to make myself eat and I cannot bear seeing the number on the scale go up. I wish there was an easy way to do this! Everything would be so much easier if parents and doctors stayed out of our lives don't you think?
AlRIGBY, I know how you feel- last year my parents made me quit cheerleading- it was my senior year too it was awful!! Yeah, we are in the same boat with the moving out thing- it will be so nice to be free but on the other hand it will be a little harder too. I wish I could help...at leat we can understand each other. ↑ |