Hi im princess and im 15 and pregnat. I was concived on the day after my 15 birthday. I knew my boyfriend would react as a happy camper but oersonally i was scared. There was so much i thougth about when i went to school. And being a honor roll student this was something i wasn't perpared for. During the first week and a half i was paronoid and didnt really focus well in my classes. So finally i got the test and took it
and yep i was pregnat( not that i didnt already know) but it hurt deeper now that it was final.
When february came my grandmother(whose such a bitch) was on to me which i didn't like at all. So finally when we was out of town she made me take a pregnacy test too. That first Week was total hell. She crused me out about anything and everything. One day she crussed me so bad by the time i got to school
my eyes were the color of cherris.
It only got worst cause then i found out that my babys father had moved on with a girl who was clearly no match for me. So i ended up getting suspended for the first time since elemetry for bashing her head into a locker.
Like i knew he apoligized and swore it wasnt him but i had pictures to prove it. i felt lower than i had ever felt in my life and seriously wanted to cry but didnt cuz i knew better. And even thougth im only 19 weeks i serously need and want a father for my child. and Hes the one i want. I dont know why i love him like i do but i know i cant do this alone and my mom just keep thorwing not having a baby's father in face. Its hard when you know you need something and can't have it please help me out with what i should do? ↓
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