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i dont get it, i mean shit stuff has happened in my life like so many other people, yeh but i learnt to deal with it i mean i never cryed about it and now when like something major happens ( allot of the time ) i feel so sad even tho i should, and i want to cry.. but i try my hardest to not swallow down that lump in my throat but i do, its such a struggle just to cry, the most i can do is one tear and thats it.. i feel like im dead inside.. i just seem to not be able to let my feelings out, i try and be the strong one for my sister and brother and protect them from stuff that has screwed me over majorly, how can i cry ? and be vunerable.. id love to be vunerable and stop being such a machine. ↓
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