ok i accidently put this on the due date forum maybe that was Gods intintion but i'll put it on here for the world to see.......
You are completly right about everything. Everyone is right. I'm a lier, a sinner, and awful person. Go on and tell the whole due date crowd, the whole pet crowd tell who ever you want. I would post this under the due date crowd but i will give you the honors to tell every one about me. You don't understand half of it.....not that you should. I guess i can leave it that i am an attention seeking freak who can't accept that he mom would never be so nice. My mom is nice, but i dont feel she gives me enough attention, i feel left out most of the time and if i talk to her she gives me an excuse. I made momy_of_too, to try to believe that my mom would actually say something like that-that my mom would care about me so much to show people pictures or talk about me. I didn't want you to know because i didn't want you to be mad. You have every right to hate me and you should. What i did was wrong........ and i have learned my lesson. It's very hard to sit here and admit to everything. I'm an idotic sick freak i know. But the REAL lauren, well she didn't tell any lies on the pet forum. Their really was a Heidi, and Chloe is real. Not that you can belive me after what i did. I messed up...everything. In the computer world and the real world. Getting Chloe is my fault and my mom wont let me forget that i guess wish she could accept that i MADE a mistake. If your going to believe anyone...belive Lauren because she's real.........and she thinks your very kind. :)
So here is my apoligy. You can go tell everyone you like....you should. And i deserve every cuss word they give me. I just hope that you could maybe forgive Lauren but if you cant.....i will just have to accept that.
That's all i have to say actually im dreading hitting sumbit but i know it should be done because i was wrong............
lots of love.....
Lauren Elizabeth :( ↓
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| Name: briseis | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 8:23 PM |
I'll repeat what I posted on the Due Date forum.
Aye I suspected you were the same person ... You were always praising yourself when you posted under 'mommy_of_too' as well. So yeah. I had sussed that already, but didn't like to say because I thought you seemed innocent enough, and yeah I kinda got the impression 'lauren' was real, but 'mommy_of_too' wasn't. I don't hate you, nor am I mad at you ...
To be honest though Lauren, you're saying I can go tell everyone ... But you have just told everyone yourself ... ↑ |
| Name: Lauren the lier | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 8:28 PM |
i read it i didnt mean to put it on teh due_date crowd i clicked the wrong one..... maybe i was soposed to but i dont know
i feel like i could throw up any second....and i cant stop crying i dont want my mom to see me like this or she'll just give me grief about how getting Chloe is my fault and that im so heartless.....
Thanks for believing me i swear im real.........i really wasnt trying to hurt anyone.......im just a dumb girl i cant really explain to you what i'm going through because it's so weird it scarys me.
And i didnt want ot always praise myself but i i i omg i cant believe what i did
:(
Im so sorry you cant even imagine how sorry i am to you, and to everyone on the due_date forum...if you could tell them that would be nice but you dont have to since im a fool, i would but im done w/ mommy_of_too. ↑ |
| Name: briseis | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 8:34 PM |
Lauren,
Why are you getting yourself so upset over this? Remember, I'd suspected it for a long time, which is why when I chatted to you as 'mommy_of_too' earlier today, I didn't come to the Pets Crowd to talk to 'lauren' about the dog. Because I got the feeling I was already chatting with you. But why get so upset? The other women on the forum will have forgotten all about it tomorrow. It's just a forum ... :) ↑ |
| Name: lauren the lier | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 8:49 PM |
| because....no they wont now they wont trust anyone new and its all my fault. Everything seems to be all my fault everywhere i go. I've dissapointed too many people on here. I'm really relaly sorry but i cant say that because everyone will just think im fake. And everything i said was on mo2 was real,,,just from another point of veiw. Im crying and shaking and it wont stop. I dont know why well actually i DO because im a sick freak hoo shouldnt been allowed on the face of the earth and people who arent fakes think how sick fakes are.......but they dont understand omg omg omg omg i cant stop shaking its horrible then when i go into the living room i put on a happy face just for my mom.......because she wont understand. I need to be locked away ive hurt so many people........ ↑ |
| Name: briseis | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 8:58 PM |
Lauren,
It's not just because of you people feel let down. Theres so many fakes, and you're one of the innocent ones. We've had fakes tell atrocious lies as you know. Why does it matter so much what people think? ↑ |
| Name: blehhhhhhhh | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 9:15 PM |
i dont know........it's just that i didnt mean to get to know some of those people then when it's someone you semi care about it hurts when you have to let them down..... i've never had this problem before maybe it's becomming a teen i got insucure maybe it's this summer being away from my friends maybe its this computer..............
MAYBE ITS ME.i dont know ive clamed dow a bit still my stomachs shaken. ↑ |
| Name: zoey9810 | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 9:18 PM |
Lauren your making the other laurens look bad,
your an idiot go see a doctor and get some help ↑ |
| Name: briseis | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 9:19 PM |
| Have to agree Lauren .. You need to get some help if you're this upset. x ↑ |
| Name: Lauren is sorry | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 9:40 PM |
sorry :(
i'm working things out w/ my mom, what i should have done in the first place.....sorry for all harm done
♥lauren elizabeth ↑ |
| Name: lauren | Date: Aug 16th, 2007 11:49 PM |
| i think im okay........ my heart starts racing when ever i think about it........im kinda stupid actually i am stupid but now that it's all cleared away i can get down to business. Chloe is probably going back to the shelter tomarrow or my neighbors might take her. Anyway she will go to another home that is right for her. Such a shame. Its hard to realize that THIS is wat i wanted for my entire life and it turns out i really didnt wnat it...there 13 years of my life i'll never get back :P ↑ |
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