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Its been a little over a year and a half since I left my sons sperm donor. And in that time I've joined a dating site, talked to many guys but none sparked enough of an interest for me to want to meet them. Except about a month ago. Started talking to this great guy who had many qualities that I was looking for, he made me laugh and I enjoyed talking to him. We decided to meet but a few days before he had to cancel. I was bummed, but tried not to let it get me down. But then he kinda started blowing me off. Now I'm just stuck in this mood and feeling like I'm doomed to be single forever, like nobody is ever gonna want me. And I've been questioning myself on if it would've just been better to stay with my ex, there were so many other girls that he talked to and would rather be around at times and he may not have always been there cause there was always somewhere else to be, but he was still there sometimes. I love my son with all my heart. But every parent knows there's that little part of you that even a child can't fill up. And I'm just tired of being lonely =\ ↓
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