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Name: motherdearest
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I know he don't care for me or the baby but he is willing on being there when I need help with money which I am greatful for because most guys in his situation won't even do that but I can't help but to wish that things were different. Deep down in my heart I really don't want to hurt his family I know he does care alot about them and is scared of losing them but me know that HURTS LIKE HELL. I still have no prove if what I think was happening with him and my sister is true and if I did what difference would it make right. I JUST FEEL SO LONELY THIS IS NOT THE WAY I PLANED ON HAVING KIDS I ALWAYS SAID I WANTED MY BABY TO HAVE BOTH PARENTS AND HOW I WANTED MY FIRST BABY TO BE BOTH OF US FIRST CHILD AND LOOK MY FIRST CHILD IS WITH A MAN WHO WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND ALREADY HAS TWO KIDS BOY AND GIRL AT THAT. JUST MY LUCK RIGHT. SOME WOULD SAY THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS FOR TALKING SHIT. I'M SORRY I JUST NEED TO VENT. THANKS
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Name: winnmom | Date: Oct 30th, 2006 4:40 AM
motherdearest,
I do not know your story, but it sounds like you are going through a rough time......I wish you and your baby all the best.
Having a Daddy around is the ideal, but YOU CAN do it without! 

Name: motherdearest | Date: Oct 30th, 2006 5:47 AM
Thanks Winnmom, and to make a long story short he has a girl with two kids which I was aware of when I started to see him. It was not suppose to go this far and now my heart is all wrap up and I'm 36 weeks pregnant. While we were seeing eachother I felt that he was sleeping with my sister behind my back, because of things that had happen and was said just didn't make sence between them two but of course they both said I was crazy. Who knows he just might be married by now just to hold on to his girl/wife and his kids or maybe I'm just letting my mind get the best of me by imagining my fears coming true. Anyway your thoughts mean alot Thanks again !!! 

Name: winnmom | Date: Oct 30th, 2006 6:18 AM
Wow motherdearest, you sure are in a hard place right now. My thoughts and my Prayers are with you, It is hard for your heart not to be wrapped up because you are pregnant with his baby. Do you have strong family emotional support?keep us posted please. 

Name: Hiddy | Date: Oct 30th, 2006 8:09 AM
You have to accept the fact that your on your own, in time you will meet someone else.
Your lucky you dont have to struggle financially because this guy is helping you out. You should just try to look at the positives, but at the same time, you just need to accept it.
You sound like you have a good heart. Someone will come along who is right for you. 

Name: motherdearest | Date: Oct 30th, 2006 5:00 PM
My family are aware of his situation and my mother , father, and brothers are very supportive about my choice including my sister even though we don't talk. I JUST HOPE THAT WHEN MY BABY STARTS TO ASK FOR DADDY THAT THERE WILL BE SOMEONE THERE. I WOULD BE FOOLING MYSELF IF I SAY THAT I DON'T CARE OR EVEN LOVE MY BABY FATHER BUT YOU ARE RIGHT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE IS NOT AND NEVER WAS MINES. I KNOW, IT'S STILL HARD TO DEAL WITH BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE THE BEST OF THE HAND WE ARE DEALT MY GOD RIGHT, THANKS AGAIN THIS MEANS ALOT!!! 

Name: oniedabear | Date: Nov 1st, 2006 5:33 PM
Things tend to start a little rough, but believe me life goes on and it does get better. 


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