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Name: GoldiLocks
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hello all, how are my lovely ladies going?

im sorry i havent been on for a while & if i do its quick in & out,
i havent been well lately,. in fact ive been pretty sick,
i dont want to scare any of you because i want to think positive & keep the faith, but monday i find out if i have a tumor in my throat, i know i wont, but please could you just add me to your prayers at night, thank you all in advance,
love you all my sweet gorgeous frirends,
God bless you all
xxx
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Name: homemommichele | Date: Jan 31st, 2008 8:14 PM
Glad to hear from you. Will certainly be thinking about you and praying for you. I know you have had concerns for a long time. God Bless. 

Name: DinaM | Date: Jan 31st, 2008 9:00 PM
hi irene how are you other wise?why would they think you have a tumor in your throat?my thoughts are with you. 

Name: winnmom | Date: Jan 31st, 2008 9:21 PM
So glad you popped in......Yes Irene, you are in my prayers in deed
XOXO 

Name: GoldiLocks | Date: Jan 31st, 2008 9:24 PM
thyroids!!!

i have lost 3 kilos in 2 weeks, starting to lose 500gr a day, not sure what that is in U.S..

I know i'll be okay though,, just wish i didnt feel so sick thats all,

thank you ladies xx 

Name: momo | Date: Feb 1st, 2008 11:26 AM
well Irene..i will definately keep you in my thoughts and prayer my friend..please if there is anything i can do let me know..i hope everything is okay.. 

Name: Ces | Date: Feb 2nd, 2008 8:31 AM
ohhhh myyyyy...... Irene, I'll definetly be sending up good thoughts for you. Stay positive!!! Are you going public or private? 


Name: maxieellis | Date: Feb 2nd, 2008 6:51 PM
OOOOOOH Gee whiz.....humfffff great.....

Well....aaaaahhhhhh shit!

Of course my dear.....of course.

SSSSSSShit! 

Name: grapes | Date: Feb 2nd, 2008 10:54 PM
goldi, my thoughts and prayers are with you. 

Name: DinaM | Date: Feb 4th, 2008 2:04 PM
checking in on you irene. 

Name: Irene | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 2:15 AM
this is too weird, when i went to sign in here it was blank as usual and when i went to type in my name GoldiLocks it came up autimatically as irene so yay for that cause i was getting fed up with name GoldiLocks,

thanks everyone for your concerns,
I have been so sick & im really sick of feeling this ill,
they are doing tests after tests, they suspect thyroid cancer, they have seen something in Ultra sound which is 5mm in size and looks like a tumour, plus i have all the symptoms for it,

i have been sick for quite sometime but only went 2 weeks ago to the doctors as i was getting far worse,,
im losing so much weight its crazy!!

they are more concerned with me having heart failure more than the cancer, because my heart is not functioning the way it should be,
im seeing specialists everyday, another one more tommorow,another $190 but anyway!!!

its so crazy how it is all happening so quickly, Doctors seeing me as quick as 1 day,
i just want it all over, i have never ever in my whole life felt as sick as i do right now,

its the most horrible feeling, everyday all day i feel like i have run a marathon, im so weak & exhausted, dizzy, hot & flustered all day, nauseas, trembles, palpatations, loss of memory, vomiting, not being able to breath or what i have missed more than anything is not being able to yawn which is driving me insane,,,
& 24 hours a day i constantly feel a lump in my throat and uncomfortable feeling like as though i have popped pills which are stuck there,,,

anyway i guess i have whined enough, im really sorry all that i have vented out here today,

i pray that all of you are happy & blessed, be safe & smile,
wish me luck all,
and thank you all once again, i have to go cause i feel flustered & dizzy again, cya & ill try & pop in as much as i can to let you know update,
bye everyone!! 

Name: DinaM | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 2:43 AM
irene they have to remove the thyroid,also a tumor is not always cancerous.i will keep you in my prayers that if it is a tumor it is not cancerous.try to relax but i know how hard that is to do. 

Name: Dawnnn | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 11:48 AM
Hi, Irene Ive never spoke to you but I do hope you recover from this. Ill keep you in my thoughts! Remember they can cure almost anything these days. Think positve! :) 

Name: winnmom | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 12:19 PM
My prayers are with you Irene!
I am so happy to hear the Doctors are seeing you quickly....relieved to hear. 

Name: Irene | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 9:54 PM
hey all, tHank you so much Ladies,
I just got back from Specialist & they have booked me in for a Nuclear scan for tommorow & another blood test,

and after the scan i start my treatment,
he said the treatment can work against me but im thinking & staying positive that i'll be fine,

i also feel if i didnt have God on my side that i shoud have been much sicker, i just want to be able to feel myself again :-)

i'm nervous but feel sorta good & feel that im being & will be healed!!

i didnt want any of my family to know but for tommorows test i cant take my youngest son, the others will be at school but now my mother inlaw hopefully can take time off her work to crae for him,

lets see how she will take it??

my mum still has no idea & i prefer it that way because she has high blood pressure & i'll just continue to say that im going to playgroup each day,
its a lie that is worth lieing for!!

got to go, but thank you everyone for concerns, cya & bless you all

xxxxxxx 

Name: homemommichele | Date: Feb 5th, 2008 10:01 PM
God Bless you too Irene and please continue to keep us posted. 

Name: maxieellis | Date: Feb 6th, 2008 9:34 AM
well, well my dear friend. I am pleased you did see a doctor to begin with hummmmmm. Second...simply this..........I will be calling you.
XX (((((((((())))))))))) 

Name: maxieellis | Date: Feb 6th, 2008 9:37 AM
yawn yawn....its 6:30

I think......better put....

pleased you saw a doctor.....*after* all.... :) 

Name: Irene | Date: Feb 7th, 2008 12:24 PM
Hey all, how you all doing?
update so far is im not sure, i had nuclear medicine scan & they found that this growth has grown 2mm in size so from 7mm its now sittig at 9mm...so im now waiting on my specialist to see what tests they will do from here onwards,

im starting my treatment today so that will help with hopefully start to make me feel better (I pray) & the they can try and see what the growth is?

im confused & now getting anxious & my throat is getting much worse & more uncomfortable!!

anyway its really late, only got up to give lil one his bottle but popped in quickly to let you all know,

i'll speak soon, thx heaps ladies xxx 

Name: momo | Date: Feb 7th, 2008 12:49 PM
Irene..i hope everything works out..i will keep praying for you..thank you for keeping us updated..i hope you feel better soon 

Name: DinaM | Date: Feb 8th, 2008 10:08 PM
just letting you know im thinking about you irene honey. 

Name: Irene | Date: Feb 9th, 2008 12:55 PM
Hey there my sweet friends,
how are you doing?...its 4.40am & once again i have woken up with an annoying itch all over my body but no rash(side affects) from meds, i fall asleep with tremors & shakes from shivering cold(another side affect)... ok heres the thing, last week when they had first scan and saw the growth at 7mm they told me not to panick as they only consider it being cancerous if its over 1cm...

now its 9mm & so as you would,i panicked but Nooow they are saying, dont worry, we only consider it cancerous if it goes above 1.5cm???
so im confused, anyway my Doctor has rung me up from home & told me not to stress, try relax for the weekend, it is very sweet & proffessional of him, im grateful to God that I'm being seen almsot everyday by these specialists who are private practise & im not a private patient but am being treated like one :-)

i just want to get better, im sick of feeling this ill & not being able to move my body fast enough to even walk fast, im walking like a 100 yr old, i get too dizzy if i try move fast,
bless my mother inlaw as she is coming over every night with cooked dinners :-)
she has changed so much towards me, we have become so close it is awesome,

my parents & sister found out only yesterday, i tried to keep it a secret longer but my sister wouldnt stop hassling to get it out of me & so i told them & i wish i hadnt cause my Mum nearly had a heart attack!
it was awful & if anything happened to her id then blame myself :-(

i feel sick, i cant believe that i cant even be on the computer for more than 5 minutes before getting sick & nauseas,

my dctor has said i have a thyroid disorder & hyperactive thyroid, th3 sitting on 6 when it should be on 32...
the lump he said he doesnt think its cancerous but it could be, the best thing for me is to try relax & hopefully the meds at least fix my thyroid part,, whats happening is a clump of cells are attacking the thyroid trying to turn into cancer,,
but as its sitting now it is just a tumour but he wont know for sure untill they biopsy,,

anyway its all too much for me, i have to go cause im feeling worse, i know that i will be okay, i want to thank momo for your amazing prayer for me in your myspace blog, thank you hun, you touched my heart & cherisa for letting me know about it :-)

thanks to all you gorgeous ladies in here for being here for me & caring, thank you for blessing me with this lovely friendship, bless you all.
take care, be happy & safe,
love Irene

p.s thanks once more for listening!! 

Name: momo | Date: Feb 9th, 2008 12:59 PM
Well Irene i hope you can get some rest and relax..and hope the boys are being kid to you..I have been worried and praying for you..Please take care and you know we are always here for you.. 

Name: winnmom | Date: Feb 9th, 2008 1:25 PM
Irene, my prayers are with you, with your family and with the Doctors! 

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