GOOD NEWS!
I FEEL FREAKIN GREAT!
JUST WISH I COULD DO MOST OF THE THINGS I COULD DO BEFORE..LIKE DRINK AND GO OUT!!!
MY FACE IS STILL ALL BROKEN OUT FROM MY HORMONES BEING ALL CRAZY WHICH REALLY SUCKS - I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE THE HOUSE FOR AWHILE, BUT ITS NOT GETTING TOO MUCH BETTER SO I HAVE TO JUST GET USED TO LOOKING LIKE A FREAK. AT LEAST NOW I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE SOME PEOPLE WITH DISABILITIES AND HAVE PEOPLE LOOK AT THEM WEIRD OR FOR THEM TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE GOING OUT IN PUBLIC. THIS DOESN'T HELP MY ALREADY CORRUPTED SELF-IMAGE.
I STARTED TO FEEL THE BABY KICK AT WEEK 19! I FORGOT HOW AMAZING THAT FEELING IS! I'M AT WEEK 23 NOW AND FEEL HIM KICK MUCH MORE AND STRONGER, ITS CRAZY (BUT A GOOD CRAZY).
i WILL ADD SOME OF THE NEW PICTURE I HAVE.
2009-12-19 (12 weeks)
3rd month SO ..i'm finally feeling better.. maybe just throwing up a few times a week now! THANK GOD!!!! THAT WAS HELL!!! my man has been the best and so supportive im so thankful for him, i dont know how i would make it thru this on my own, AAAWWW!!!
Anyways, i added more pics, 3d, wow! but it looks scary a bit cause the baby not grown yet, its an ALIEN! but if you see, we still can't tell the sex yet, that sucks! Next appnt. to check is Jan. 26th so definite by then?? i hope!!! it better be a boy! LOL
Nothing much else to say just been trying to deal with all the craziness this pregnancy brings (physically). I still haven't told my parents... a few ppl in the family and handful of friends but not mom and dad! I will wait till the baby is coming out , i think.... LOL jk maybe after xmas??? sign my guestbook damn it!!!!
Love, Heather & BaBY
2009-11-22 (8 weeks)
AND.. the fun begins! I had to go to the stupid hospital the other day.. i hate hospitals!!! I better start getting used to it thought!!! As you all my know my worst fears besides grasshoppers is my veins getting poked!!! Of course since im the one scared of it the lady had to put the IV in me twice cause she messed it up the first time!!!! Basically, i had to go to the hospital because i couldn't stop throwing up for almost 2 days straight i couldn't even hold a drop of water down so i got dehydrated and had to force myself to go!!! I went to ARROWHEAD HOSP. even thought im going to be delivering at THUNDERBIRD HOSP. and it was the best ER experience ever, i waited 15 min. till they took me to the back and i was out of there in like 2.5 hours i think tops. They gave me IV with fluids and some meds for naseau (sp?). The naseau meds made me tired and feel a little messed up but besides that all was OK. They told me i have Hyperemesis Gravidarum, which is a big ass word for- SEVERE MORNING SICKNESS. Only I would have something like this, cause i dont already have enough problems and crap with this pregnancy! So just wanted to keep you all updated since i can't talk to everyone,, or actually anyone, cause im so damn sick and poopy all the time,, i HATE THIS!!!!! and since i obviously didn't learn the FIRST time - HERE WE GO AGAIN!
THanks also, to Shayna for all the good info. and help i needed when i didn't know what i should do!!!!
and to Jamie and her mommie for helping me by watching rainee while i was at the hospital.
Im so thankful for good friends and family like you!!! xoxo
2009-11-16 (7 weeks)
IM PREGNATE! SO, I REALLY WASN'T PLANNING, OR EXPECTING THIS... SO IM GONNA TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF THIS CRAZINESS AS POSSIBLE, CONSIDERING MY SITUATION!!!
EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY MIGHT HATE ME, BUT LIFE GOES ON AND THEY WILL GET OVER IT. I FIGURE THERE ARE WORSE THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN IN LIFE- THIS IS ACTUALLY A GIFT, PEOPLE FORGET THAT AT TIMES WHEN THEY CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK.
I'M PRETTY STRESSED OUT AND SCARED EVEN MORE THAN I WAS WITH MY FIRST AND I WAS FREAKIN 18!!! TELL ME THATS NOT CRAZY THAT IM MORE SCARED NOW THEN THAN!!! MAYBE ITS CAUSE I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND KNOW ALL THE HARD WORK THAT COMES WITH BEING A GOOD PARENT!!!!
I WILL UPDATE THIS SITE WITH SOME ULTRA SOUND PICS AND MY FAT BELLY AS SOON AS I GET THEM BOTH!
