I'm very confused as what to do.
We do have two beautiful children together and I have been married almost 10 years. My son is 9 and my daughter is 6. We was chatting about seeing a doctor about having another child but due to my illness it had to pass them first. I saw the doctor and things where put in place and I started lowering my medication to come off it for the 9 months of pregnancy...
But today my husband says NO we are not having anymore children. I'm so lost and hurt. We hardly ever disagree and I have been so happy in my marriage but Im willing to either have the coil removed and not tell him or divorce him and move on in life without him. I have never thought about growing old without my husband but I'm thinking I would for the sake of a child. Am I being selfish? So confused and so cross with myself. I'm a stay at home mum and i have all the time in the world to give to this last pregnancy I long for. I'm 30 and it's now or never for me. ↓