I think my marriage is over we fight every day and we have two children together a 3 yr old and 2 yr old. I am trying so hard to stay married for them bit I am do unhappy I don't eat and I don't sleep and I feel like its affecting my work ethic. We argue over anything. I hate getting off work and I feel stressed already because I know what I'm going home too. He always thanks i am cheating or unterested in someone and them it gets me thinking that he's up to something and that's why he thinks wrong of me. It's seems like its always a battles to see who can get each other mad the most. I have tried ending it before but then we talk and say we are gonna change and then it will be okay for almost a month then something sets us off and we fight again and keep fighting. I'm tired of tiptoeing around him because I'm at a point where I feel like anything will get him mad and I also don't want to be a divorcee. I been through a divorce with my own parents and do has he so we both now how hard it is. And out children need us. If we do get a divorce I would like it to be mutual, no pointing fingers because we have to see each other for the test of our lives. Our children going to school, graduations, our kids wedding, baby showers birth of our grand children and birthdays etc! I just don't know of we should keep on trying because clearly he is unhappy and he thinks so highly of himself and takes no blame. It's all my fault to him. I Ferl stuck, please any advice helps. ↓
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