I'm 13 and 7st
My best friend has recently become annorexic. She was nearly put into hospital but when she became the right percentage to, she realised she needed to do something to change it.... she is getting better steadily, and trying coming to school for mornings...
I was told by someone at school that it was my fault she became annorexic. It got me really upset and although people have told me he was only saying it to get to me. I keep worrying that he might be right....
Now whenever I see her I feel really guilty... I feel that if it was my fault I should go through it all so that I understand properly.
I also get really low because I feel lonely, although I live with a nice family I push them away and find myself taking up lots of new hobbies just to be away from them. I get worried that I'll become depressed because my mum was in hospital with it when i was little and her dad commited suicide because of depression.
I go all day without eating then i come home and my mum makes me eat my dinner . i have tried making myself sick afterwards and it doesnt work.
I feel I have no one to talk to.... Help! ↓
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