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Name: NotSoLuckyGirl | Date: Sep 7th, 2009 4:42 PM
Thanks for posting. I just found this site and hope that I find friends on here that can help. I have had thid disorder for 30 years and want to sop. counseling has not helped. Has anyone been successful. Your typical day has been mine for 20 years. It seems like such a waste all the time obseesing with food I would not wish this on anyone. Please if anyone has recovered any hints or help is appreciated. 

Name: Brooke shae | Date: Sep 15th, 2009 4:32 PM
hey im Brooke, and im only 18 and its been over a year now since i became bulimic, all i want to do is talk about it and get help but im afraid if i tell ill regret it when they really try to make me stop, im afraid of nothing more than being fat, im only 130pds but that seems so HUGE to me, but yet i cant stop eating a load full and throwing it up. how much did telling your story help? 

Name: murry | Date: Jan 20th, 2010 1:11 AM
hi im not well and am struggling talking to people. i cant really explain how i feel but thought it wud be a good idea to speak to people in my positon 

Name: illnevertell | Date: Jan 23rd, 2010 3:01 AM
When I throw up.... I dont have to stick anything down my throat to do it. Ive trained myself to contract my stomach muscles in a certain way so that i dont use my fingers or whatever..

Is there anyone else out there like this?

I have been bulimic since 14... soon i will be 21.. I do not still want to be doing this after i am 21.. yesterday and today ive managed to not throw up. ive done this by fastin on fruits and veggies. i am aware that it is just another form of bulimia but these two days are the longest ive gone without throwing up in like 3 or four years. i need support, please.. 

Name: essi | Date: Mar 6th, 2010 6:47 PM
I'm not sure about telling over here about my problem with bulimia...
I started last summer (bulimrexia, I ate almost nothing but threwed it up) but then I started to steal food to people close to me and then vomiting it of course, I think it was the beginning of it all in a party where every food was maden by choco... I thought "a biscuit and a piece of cake wont hurt, naah? but I ate 5 biscuits, 2 medium pieces of cake, chips, and so on.. after that I ran to the toilet saying I was bleeding because of m shoes but when I was in position to purge my best friend came so that I had to give it up. I couldn't have dinner because I was totally full but when I came back home I had a pack of crackers, 1 choco bar and stole 2 swiss chocolates to the house owner.
I though I could compensate it by eating basicly 5 crackers and 3 light bars the next day but I had a little craving again.
The next weekend when I came back home I had to go to my uncle's marriage and the nigh before we went to a party with his gf parents and there were those meat cakes which I particulary love so I had a lot.. I vomited them all in the hotel and I just ate bread in the marriage party... and the ice-cream, and a piece of cake (so I guess I'm a carbies addict)... then it was a horrible week after it but I was moving a lot so I didn't actually care.. I went on a diet and my weight dropped again but then I went with my mum's brother on holiday and that ruined me completely (I was swimming a lot but eating much more than I needed) and then I had little cravings from time to time... then those became more and more, the it was every weekend then it was for a week and another one dieting now I've completely lost control, I have loads of carbs blockers, fat blockers, laxativer, I made me sick... bulimia basicly... I really try to struggle it, every single moment but I fall again and again. I've been taken to psichologist because mum thought I was anorexic (I don't usually eat that much in front other people and I didn't had my period) but I lied to them. Now I'm not going there anymore though I'd like but I'm not brave enough to tell my parents about wan I'm going through so I'm reding some books about autohelp, I haven't been into this for so long... but I've been feeling fat since I was 10 or so... I just wish someday I'm able to look in a mirror and tell myself "you're not fat" I'm trying to help myself but I need support and I think the Internet is the only one place where I can find it...
Please, if someone could ever help me, my msn is [email protected]... I really need you 

Name: josh123 | Date: Mar 14th, 2010 10:54 PM
hay thats cool you can do that and i will help you out ok her is mine email its [email protected] ok. 

Name: sidra | Date: May 23rd, 2010 2:19 PM
heyy... m new to this forum....
i lost 60 kgs in 8 monthx... n now i am gaining weight...m a bulimic for abt 3 n a half monthx...
dnt want in any more... all the time i am eating eating and juct eating... i jus want to get rid of it.. my family knows it.. even then they offer me food.. and they cant stop me... bt its not their fault they dont know the whole of it..
i feel so uncomfrtable, sick and guilty after stuffing myself.. after throwing it up itx lyk m in heaven.. i even leave ma studies cox of this thing,,
m tyrd now... everyday i plan i wont do it... but itx endx up in....... itx not lyk i throw up evry time i eat but i eat alot of laxatvx aftr having a heavy meal...
i lyk food i wana eat..all of my frends eat and they r slim.. y me?? y i cant i eat normal?? y cant i live widout food like i lived in dose 8 monthx!!!! lyf suXXX!!!!:( i dont knw wht to do... i dnt knw when it ll get end!!:( i dont wana get fat again!!!:( 

Name: lezcanomary08 | Date: Oct 24th, 2010 5:36 PM
does it work? d oyou like loose weight? are you extremely skinny from it? cause i wanna start be ing balemic but dont have any good tricks to help me. email me, [email protected] 

Name: 220409 | Date: Nov 12th, 2010 1:06 AM
Where did you get the pills? 

Name: erinkim | Date: Nov 15th, 2010 9:54 AM
I have never told anyone that i'm bulimic. Heck, this is the first time im sharing this... so i guess i'm a little nervous. But reading your post made me realize that i'm not alone.. and maybe i do need help. i've been bulimic for about a year now and i get very painful heartburns these days, along with blood when i make myself sick.

I'm ashamed of myself and i hate my body so much. I lost 15 pounds in college, looked great, only to gain it all back. I guess i freaked + the stress from school made me want frantic to lose the weight. It was also a way for me to think about something other than school and the stress.

I'm scared to get help because i feel like they're going to judge me. im scared for myself. im scared for my future and i feel so lost and alone.

i'm not obese or anything.. 132 lbs and 5 foot 7. I dance every day and pretty active. But i feel so insecure about my body still, and i feel like the boys around me judge me and will not like me if i get fat. 

Name: AshBeeRose | Date: May 7th, 2012 2:35 AM
I am so jealous. I try so hard to make myself throw up and I don't feel like enough is coming out to make a difference. 

Name: susangel | Date: Oct 9th, 2012 6:08 PM
hi,my name is susan,im 40 yrs. old and i have had what id like to call a binger of different ed's just bout all my life. i read ur story and just wanted to c if u would be interested n a buddy. 

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