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Name: Daisy2626
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I dont have an eating Disorder but have struggled with my weight for nearly a year. It has got increasingly worse where i feel i cant cope anymore. I have lost weight but not enough to call it 'an eating disorder'.

I feel that the only way out is if im not here because at least that way my body will stay the same forever.

Can anyone help me please??
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Name: unsatiable | Date: May 7th, 2008 11:34 PM
I may not be of help to you but I certainly can identify with your issues. I have been depressed beyond comprehension since I have gained steadily 50lbs.. in the past 8 years. I am not approved for weightloss surgery unless,I pay outta pocket which is impossible really..I am actually selling my house so I maybe can muster the cash for lapband.. isnt that pathetic? i have become a hermit.. by choice.. due to no clothes.. the reaction from friends & family..like i dont see it myself in the mirror.. Im 5foot 1.. and now bigger round than tall.. let me know if sharing helps you.. I think it will help me hopefully 

Name: Daisy2626 | Date: Jul 26th, 2008 4:24 PM
Hi, thanks for your reply. Its about 2 months later and my feelings towards my weight have actually got better. I took some pictures of my weightloss for inspiration to get thinner and when im feeling weak i just look at them. Recently, though ive slipped back n now its worse. I got better and my body got used to eatin at regular times again - but now ive started again, its harder, im gettin my headaches, feeling even more weaker and the pains for hunger are worse.

If i had the choice to be super skinny or overweight, id choose overweight. I hate the way i look and feel about myself. Last night i went into the kitchen because i was hungry and just cried because i felt so disgusted with myself.

Im only 15, i dont deserve to feel like this. This will be with me for the rest of my life and i cant tell anyone because people who love me would be watchin me like a hawk and i cant stand that.

Hope this helps with your problem. Just reply if you wanna talk. Im from england by the way. Where are you from?

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Name: lexielexielexie | Date: Feb 11th, 2009 3:20 PM
OMG. hii im lexie. :]
i have just turned 16. and i have had an on and off eating disorder.
im from England too.
if you want to talk then im here. i can help you.
it's my aim to help others because so many people helped me.
dont hesitate to contact me :]

wow. lexie xx 

Name: julz_brown | Date: Feb 12th, 2009 10:41 AM
Hi Daisey............... I have suffered from Bulimia , compulsive overeating and bouts of annerexia over the last 10 years... I have been all sizes and I was also bulimic and classed as over weight its hell its mental and physical. it controls your life... I sound like me when I started.. Its a very progressive disease... My point is you may or may not suffer from from some kind of eating disorder... Even though my postition is different from yours and more obvious I always felt there was something different about me. I found only people who suffer from the same problems i do understand me... I attended a 12 step meeting at the suggestion from my councellor.. From here I was able to identify as a bulimia ect... Maybe you might like to check out OA.org (overeaters anonymous) and attend a meeting.. You may either identify like I did and feel at home or hopefully you may just have a temporary problem that can be supported by some sort of councelling from phyciatrist or dietician... But please for your own sake get help now before it progesses into something that cant be reversed.. Best wishes Julz. 

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