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Name: Keri

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i am fifteen and i eat once a day if that and thats only to keep people off my back i have lost 20 lbs in the past month and i keep dropping i promised myself id stop but i keep thing just one more pound just one more this started at the begining of summer last year and im not overly skinny by any means but my self perspective is so screwed up that i dont kno what i see anymore if its real or not i suffer from i have a bone problems and cant play the sports i once did i used to bench press 120 but now i cant barely lift the bar i come home from school and sleep through the night and i smoke nonstop i feel like all the life in me is drained. please tell me if i need help and where to find it with out my parents knowing, even though i really dont want help i would like to keep my options open ↓

Name: gene | Date: Jan 13th, 2006 5:45 AM

i think in your heart you can answer your own question. I am doing llness. Im doing very bad with my anorexia. At 18, 5''6, iam 70 pounds. It is the most awful and debilitating illness. You have to first let someone know- it's not easy though, so don't expect a bowl of cherries. If it is life-threatenning you may have to go into a hospital. a therapist and doc's care is a must as well. But remember, you can not fully recover unless you really want to. I've been in ed hospitals, gained the weight, then lost it all plus more cuz i didn't want to get better. I kick myself for that. Now i want to get better, but i am having a hard time getting healthy and gaining weight. i can barely walk cuz of my osteoperosis, i don't have a period and i am at risk for cancers. I have faith in you, and will keep you in my prayers. I beg you to get help, and WANT to get helped. ↑

Name: joan | Date: Jan 22nd, 2006 5:59 AM

yes ↑

Name: Evan | Date: Feb 13th, 2006 2:13 AM

Well i think that u do ↑