I have been trying to control my binging and purging erges, but the harder I try, the worst it gets. I noticed that I had an ED when I was about 14. I am now 18 and today I have even bigger problems then I imagined. I'm scared of walking down the street, I lie to everyone around me and most of all I feel like shit all the time and I can't get rid of my depression problem. Can someone please tell me where does it go from here? I feel like I'm on drugs. I'm scared that I will soon start to steal money from my mom, so that I could buy food that I know will not be in my system for long.
Does it get worst? I don't think I will be able to survive if it gets any worse. I doubt it will ever go away. ↓