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Name: Brooke
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I have lost everything- my friends want nothing to do with me because of this. I have tried so hard to get better. I want my friends back and my life back. Everyday I weigh myself about 13 times, my goal is 2lbs a day. I know I need to stop but I am in this and I can't seem to find my way out
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Name: exmother | Date: Apr 25th, 2006 12:58 PM
. It is up to th person to get help we cannot force people to eat. Even when they go to the hospital the force feed them by a tube but the eventally they go home and start again. They have to want to get help and be a part of life. Eating dsorders are not reaaluy about being thin, They are about the person having a very poor body image and think they look one way and they don't. It is also used for them to be in controll. This is the hardest part for me to understand.Most actions we take are in or control.Yes we all need to go to school or work and follow rules but out side of that we can read play run sit , help other ...
I think she just did not want to be in this world We were so happy then things changed so quickly .I stsrted finding food under her bed...
I miss her laughter this house is like a tunb.I do not want to come home any more and not see her.This illness is hurting more than just the people that have it.Her frinds are coming over today they wanted to know if they could have something of her to keep.This is killing me. 

Name: Brooke | Date: Apr 26th, 2006 9:58 AM
Thanks so much for telling me a lil about her. I know- I know that everyone is in pain because of me. I feel so awful, when I wake up in the morning I cry because I hurt so many people in all of this crap. I hate people feeling sorry for me and wanting me to eat. The other day I was out eating and I broke down, I couldn't stop crying... just because of food???? no it's not about the food. I feel so awful before I eat and while I'm eating I feel like I am burning inside- a 3 degree burn. All the time. 

Name: zahra | Date: Apr 29th, 2006 3:54 PM
Hey brooke. I'm kinda in the same situation as you . Im anorexic aswwell and ive lost alot of weight., maybe too much. and i hate being like this sometimes. ive also lost alot of friends, all the friends i have now dont know im anorexic, neither do my family because im a good liar but i hate all the lies and i hate that my parents tell me im too thin and i need to eat more . I used to want to recover but now i think im too used to being like this, i know that i will not be able to start eating again and carry on like other people so i dont see the point in seeking proper help. I just get by on my own and hope i dont get reali ill. Its hard but i get by. I love feeling the bones in my body and i love the control i have over my self... even though i knw its wrong. how old are you ? im 17 

Name: Brooke | Date: Apr 29th, 2006 7:22 PM
I am 20. Yea. I feel just like you... I love laying in bed and feeling all of my bones too. 

Name: Ex mother | Date: Apr 29th, 2006 10:51 PM
Before some else dies.
PLese call "Someone! Anyone You need fto get Help}
National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA)
Phone: (800) 931-2237
Internet Address: http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org 

Name: Get Help | Date: Apr 29th, 2006 10:53 PM
Weight-control Information Network (WIN), NIDDK, NIH, HHS
Phone: (877) 946-4627
Internet Address: http://www.niddk.nih.gov/health/nutrit/win.htm

Academy for Eating Disorders (AED)
Phone: (703) 556-9222
Internet Address: http://www.aedweb.org

Harvard Eating Disorders Center (HEDC)
Phone: (617) 236-7766
Internet Address: http://www.hedc.org

National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders (ANAD)
Phone: (847) 831-3438
Internet Address: http://www.anad.org

National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA)
Phone: (800) 931-2237
Internet Address: http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org 


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