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Name: just1wish
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I'm 15 years old & i have been binging for over four months now, I just can't stop. I know if i ever did stop i'd end up putting lots more weight on. I don't want to stop though!! Lately I have been hiding my food for days, just going without food and then when i have to eat (in front of parents) i throw it back up afterwards. Does anyone do the same as me?
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Name: Champaign | Date: Nov 19th, 2007 8:04 AM
No, you’re not the only one faced to deal with this terrible bulimic cruse. I'm a figure skater for Disney on Ice and I've been bulimic for 3 solid years... 3 solid years of sadness and confusion. But, it's gotten my weight from 126 lb. to 99-100lb (I’m 5' 1" by the way). Exactly what I need to land me the principle part I wanted. It's amazing how the environment we're surround by can have "such" an impact on our lives and lifestyles.

I think the hardest part about it is the "Secret," that's constant and never ending. The lies after lies that I’m forces to tell just to keep it hidden... and somehow, I know they all know. I hope one day I will be able to rid myself from this burden I'm forcing my body to undergo just to keep my weight down...

- when I first arrived on tour, I had the HARDEST time dealing with all the girls. I literally throw-up EVERYTHING that I eat except for a cup of Keifer (yogurt) in the morning and again right before I go to bed (with a tone of vitamin supplements to keep me alive). Everything was good up until I got roommates… yeah, you know about that one. OMG, it was/is pure hell trying to keep my bulimia hidden… hell. 

Name: niamh | Date: Nov 22nd, 2007 12:26 PM
i did.
please go and watch some video's on youtube, it actually sazed my life.. i was 6 stone and 5'5. it was hell.
and now i can laugh and enjoy food with control.
don't let it beat you..u can be strong ;-) xx 

Name: reximus | Date: Nov 22nd, 2007 5:46 PM
I am bulimic to and have been for about 6 mos now. I lost a bunch of weight before the summer and got so despaerate to keep it off that i started purging which led to this and now i can't stop - i've tried everything but the most i can go is 2 or 3 days without binging and purging. I know what your going through. My e-mail is [email protected] if you want to talk. 

Name: Tc-cohen | Date: Nov 25th, 2007 12:10 AM
so do i have an eating disorder and if so is that such a bad thing? i know thats a bit of a stupid question but the way i feel and see it i don't have a problem, but lately its starting to take great effect on my marriage. i'm 5ft 6" and way 6 and half stone, i guess it started after my last year of college when i got married and moved away from home for the first time.
I used to be in such good shape as i was a swimmer and then a combination of things made my life spiral out of my own control. When i met my husband i was in to bad a shape but over the period of a year and a bit i gained to pounds having not swam and learning that i had diabeties. so when we decided to get married and move down south i decided i wanted to make the effort to lose the weight. I've always question why my husband is with me, as far as i see it he could do alot better than me, he's slim with an amazing body and is great looking and i just feel as though when i'm on his arm other people are thinking what the hell is he doing with that. So i started throwing up after every meal which then turned in to me eating less and less and now well i food makes me sick just looking at it or smelling it.
Yesterday he finally confronted me about it, saying that he had notice how i'm running my self in to the ground and how i've lost a tone of weight . That he's worried about me and he wants me to talk to a professional and gt some help seen as he can't. He cooked my favourite meal tonight and he watch me as i played with the food then made to throw it away saying that i was full. he wasn't having none of it.
He just doesn't understand how ugly and fat i feel, why is he not happy that i'm thinner? 

Name: Tc-cohen | Date: Nov 25th, 2007 12:15 AM
Sorry my laptop went funi i didn't mean to post that in here i'm really sorry 

Name: lyv | Date: Nov 26th, 2007 5:20 AM
i understand you. im going though the same thing. 

Name: xxTamaraxx | Date: Nov 27th, 2007 2:02 AM
Heey i know how you feel Ive been doing the same thing for about 5 months almost now,if you need to talk to someone Im here,[email protected],I keep gaining weight then loosing it then gaining an loosing it. 

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