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Name: starving 4 perfection..
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Ok!! So recently My mom seems to be really wanting to help me with my eating disorder, and dont get me wrong but i apprieciate it a lot, but iam scared they are doing things that make it impossible for me to do anything.........
These are the things they are doing!!!

1.) They are watching me eat dinner and now they have uped it to my mom is making my breakfast lunch and dinner cause i dont seem to eat other than a nutri grain bar and than like a glass of juice and cheicken broth for luch and what ever for dinner

2.) my mom makes me hand in my laptop at night so she can see if i went on any anorexic chat rooms, and if i do i loose my computer for 2 weeks

3.) my mom has recently started coming into my dietitian appointments with me and talking to her and finding out things i do as secrets to not eat or loose

4.) I just found out that my grandma has been standing outside the bathroom door when i go in there, as well as she took my scale..
what do i do i am getting frustrated and pissy cause i am not in control anymore......there is more than the 4 but if they catch me on this site they will take my computer from me... sorry

can anybody talk to me please...
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Name: 00sdhun | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 12:27 AM
for no 2) how does she no u have been on chat rooms - if she checks your history then u easily delete that so she wont find out.
3) tell your mum you would rather do this own your own, simple. if she finds out all ur secrets then she will spy on u more. 

Name: starving 4 perfection.. | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 12:56 AM
she can find out becuase she is the one that got me this laptop so she is the administratoron on this computer and she can call dell the one she got the computer off of...
so that is how i have told her she is pissing me off and stuff but she is worried bout me and fixed on helpin me..

Name: David_82 | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 1:58 PM
bless ya ashlea, just tell her to but out and you wanna do this on your own, i mean if you wanna end your ed then try and get her to keep out and let you do it. but if you just wanna carry on with your weight loss then maybe its for the best cause i think it was you who said they was like desperate to get to 95lbs and i dont think that it is a healthy target my friends are 135lbs and there super skinny ( maybe cause there tall but ya no) i think you should try and end your ed. 

Name: starving 4 perfection.. | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 9:40 PM
hey david_82
i am 94.2 pounds at the moment but noin that i am that weight i am strugggling cause i wanna go down to 89 pounds now this is so hard i do want to get over it but i find it so hard i know that they are just helpin me and i really do apprieciate it, but standin outside the bathroom is pushing it for me like i have no privacy....
but thanks

Name: kamala | Date: Oct 25th, 2007 4:14 AM
OMG! That's terrible! How could they do that? I can't bleive your grandma stands outside the bathroom. Does she do it so she can hear you vomiting or something? How is that supposed to be helping you? How could your dietitian give that away? I mean, you're an adult she shouldn't be telling her stuff about you without your permission.
What's wrong with going on this site? It's not like you're going on a pro ana site!
Maybe family therapy would help?? I mean, there r other ways to help u that r actually helpful!
Sorry you have to be put through all this Lea! If I were u I'd runaway! 

Name: starving 4 perfection.. | Date: Oct 25th, 2007 4:17 PM
hey karmala it is ok my grandma stood outside the bathroom door to make sure i was not purging and my mom said she was coming in the appointment and sandra asked if that was ok i said yes cause i were to say no it would make my mom think that i had something to hide and i dont i am to honest about this all....
hope all is ok
miss ya

Name: reximus | Date: Oct 30th, 2007 9:30 PM
hey - i am bulimic and honestly i wish i had someone to do all those things to me so that it would make me stop - i have tried everything myself to stop and no matter what i can't - I am very good at hiding it but almost wish i could tell someone so they could do what your family is doing for you - they do it because they love you and are scared for you not to be mean - try to keep that in mind even though i know its hard 

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