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After recovering from anorexia and being forced to eat i ended up having no control over how much i ate. I would cry as i saw my body growing, but stil, i couldnt control myself from eating. I went up to 125pounds (from being anorexic) and i felt desgusting. I dont have the ability to have a sensible diet anymore because i either over eat or under eat. If i want to loose weight, i try and jump straight to starving myself, then i go on a binge and end up purging again. at the moment i've been taking diet pills and drinking prune juice (for obvious reasons). I cant stop thinking about food. I ↓
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