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Name: pocoloco
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I lost 80 1`lbs in 6months from starving myself (water fasting and juice fasting), I had to stop at that point because my life was spinning out of control or rather my boyfriend pressured me to stop grrrrrr... Anyway its about year later, I regained the weight and I'm back to fasting. 6 months was the longest I fasted, but I have been fasting for 5 or more years and really love it, I like the feeling of being hungry, in pain and in control. I regret letting go of the control, I had been trying to fast and been having a hard time but it looks like I'm back on track, I'm on day 4 of a water fast and cant wait to be back where I was before where I was scared of food!!! Does anyone else feel this way wanting to relapse or never get better? I just need support and people to talk to who understand this lifestyle choice.
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Name: euphoria76 | Date: Dec 16th, 2009 2:22 PM
I totally understand of wanting to be in control of your own body.. What do you weigh now and what do you want to weigh? The only thing is no matter how in control we think we have we are really NOT.. "God is" and you will find that out when your body starts to shut down "and it will shut down"... If I lost 80 lbs I would only weigh 7lbs now and not exist.. I cannot stand to eat, I drink coffee all day to suppress my appetite even though it has some calories I never go past 1,034 cals. If I do because I go out with my friends or family I purge, work out and take really hot showers.. I just quit smoking though and am having a real hard time not eating so I am sooo afraid of gaining weight...What can I do about that besides start smoking again?? 

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