iv wrote on here a few times now and barly getting any replys.
i dont know how much longer i can take this.
im so alone.
aswel as having problems with food and basically starving myself, iv made myself sick basically after anything i eat, and as i aint eating much it aint exactly healthy.
i just cant stop.
im pushing everyone i care about away from me,
my boyfriend is trying to be there for me, he has no idea what im going through he just thinks im on a normal diet, but his noticed iv changed, im no longer the bubbly girl i once was, im now this quiet shadow of my old self.
Im sick of crying, im sick of being sick.
i dont even have a eating dissorder, only been doing this a few weeks, but as far back as i remember iv had a problem with food, and also have been feeling down for quite some time now.
i hate myself! ↓
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