|[email protected] if you ever want to talk ↑|
|I have yahoo anyone is free to email me i woud really love an anorexic buddy ↑|
|you guys are so stupid! You think that anorexia is a way of losing weight, like the next diet fad?! your so wrong! Anorexia is a horrible horrible mental illness and i cannot believe you would wish it upon yourselves! Its offensive to me, considering i am anorexic, why you would want what i have is beyond belief! Grow up already! Do something more logical and eat! Otherwise say hello to hell, because you'll be living in it! ↑|
I hate my body so much. I would never want to become as skinny as some of you and i would never want to be how some of you guys are, but i feel like all i do is eat. I eat whatever i can get my hands on and when i am with friend although i am not that big i don't want to eat infront of them. It makes me ashamed of myself. I dont want to become anorexic, not ever. On the other hand i do want to cut down on my food by a big chunk i have tried and just eat breakfast then lunch and just dinner, and then if i want anything else i will have fruit but i don't have will power.. i always eat what is should'nt what should i do? :S ↑
|You DO NOT want to become anorexic! I have been in recovery since November and an inpatient the hospital since January! Meanwhile, a "diet" will destroy every part of life, relationships, happiness,normalness you had! Your life will become a living hell. Things got so bad (and it's fairly common) that I attempted suicide 4 times, and I am finally overcoming very severe depression with an extremely intensive therapy. |
Do you want to wake up every day hating yourself? Do you want to be so exhausted from malnutrition (and lack of sleep, that is part of being anorexic, no sleep because your body keeps you up thinking about food) that all you feel like doing is laying in bed all day? Do you want to feel all of your dreams burn away because you have nothing left but this horrid disease that is stripping you of everything!?
Please. If I knew my "diet" would end up like this I would have never embarked on it. I am certainly paying the price and I will for the REST OF MY LIFE. Because even if I am "cured" there will always be those thoughts in the back of my mind. ↑