I am not on here to bash on anyone for being bulimic or having any other kind of disorder it is truly something that you cannot completly control or stop , I was bulimic for many years when i was a teenager and young adult so I know how that all feels , i think it is wonderfull you all come here to express your thoughts and feelings or just write about your day getting it out helps. You have to decide for yourself when you are ready to stop , but I just wanted to say you can it is possible. Most of my bulmia started from emotional problems and weight problems , I don't rememeber when i got to the point were i truly decided to stop , i think i just cut back and started to work on the real issue it took its time i had my relaspes but its been years since all of that and i can say i have never gone back to it and am leading a much happier life , i never thought i could but i have. Of course there are prices you pay my teeth are ruined i spent nearly 6 grand in dental bills and have a lot of permanant damage , as well as problems with my esphogous prone to all kinds of heartburn related stuff and a sensitive stomach , but i am lucky still in that fact i know people who have had it much worse. So stay strong and know when the time is right you can move past this. ↓
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