Im really struggling with my weight atm. Im rather overweight and sort of always had a lack of disicpline with my food but recently Iv been forced to eat large main dinner meals and felt stressed and needed to throw up everyday.
I feel sick when Im ful and need to get it out. I feel so much happier when Im sick and its gone out my stomach.
Im not thin or anything so I cant be buliemic right]?
Im confused.
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| Name: hotchip | Date: Jan 13th, 2008 6:19 PM |
| right now you are making yourself sick . but it can get out of hand . try and stop now . it will be easier then to wait until things get worse. ↑ |
| Name: wannabee16 | Date: Jan 14th, 2008 12:36 AM |
| Wat are ur stats? i feel the same way im huge atm ae! ↑ |
| Name: rayna | Date: Jan 14th, 2008 7:03 PM |
Dear MS. Glitter,
I am an official bulimic of eleven years..When i first started, i was really not that big...But as the years went on, my weight fluxuated - it went up and down. You don't have to be model thin to have a eatting disorder!! In fact, most bulimics are slightly overweight. If yu just started, then you can quit...I say the same thing as the other chick, quit right now- while you still can.No Joke, I have lost five teeth(in the back). There's many messed up medical problems from this disease..It just don't let you go. PLEASE STOP NOW. You can go for walks after a meal to help you feel less full...Good luck. ↑ |
| Name: glitterfactory_x | Date: Jan 23rd, 2008 11:16 PM |
Im not getting buliemic. I know Im not. Its just when Im stressed. I am seriously over wieght and my mums always saying Im fat and need to lose weight. Im not actually doing it because Im over wieght though =[ I dont understand Its like releieving knowing its out of me. its cus I can control something In my life that no-one else can.. I dont know if anyone understands it but.. thankyou ever so much for replying. I didnt think anyone would its really meant alot.
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| Name: glitterfactory_x | Date: Jan 23rd, 2008 11:19 PM |
| thankyou for your reply. but Im simply not buliemic. Its really frustrating.. like stuff at homes like really bad and its my way of dealing with stuff. I am eating. cus if I was bulimic I wouldnt be eating. and I am. I binge eat all the time! hence why Im so overwieght =[ ↑ |
| Name: rayna | Date: Jan 24th, 2008 9:04 PM |
Dear Glittergirl,
Guess what, bulimic girls EAT. Anorexic girls DONT EAT. Us bulimic chicks eat all the time...Sometimes we vomit, sometimes not. Just becacuse you are overweight doesnt mean you are not bulimic...I am overweight and have had bulimia for years now...You don't have to be underweight or "skinny" to be bulimic..That feeling you get after you purge, that is the chemicals in yur brain that make you feel kinda high...It will happen everytime you purge...Eventually, you get hooked on that feeling...you crave it after you eat, to get rid of it..Please talk to your mom!! Let her know what you are feeling! If I had a mom when I first started, I wouldn't be where I am today. Good luck and stay away from the toilet!! ↑ |
| Name: glitterfactory_x | Date: Jan 24th, 2008 9:18 PM |
But like I eat like alot. and I only purge like once a day. and me and my mum arnt really very good at tlking really.. eeep I just would like some advice about stuff like Iv kinda told my boyfriend and he's not really understanding so its like really hard. Im like overweight and I know its not all about being skinny as buliemic. but its like gaaah annoying cus I like to binge eat and then after I dont wanna puke but then I do thinking its putting more weight on.
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| Name: rayna | Date: Jan 25th, 2008 2:09 AM |
Dear Glitter,
Yup, guys NEVER understand unless they're gay and going through the same thing..The guys don't get it...they don't have image 'issues' like we do. Guess what, I purge like once a day also! Thats how my sickness started! I cant' really remember when it started to control ME instead of the other way around..One day I just couldn't help myself and then i realized this was a problem I couldn't get away from...I hope you have another female in your life that you can tell and get support from. Just try to go ONE DAY without throwing up...See what it does. I hope you can go more than one day, then two, then more and more time from that crap.,.It's soo awful a feeling and SOOOO hard to stay away from!! Good luck, friend.laters. ↑ |
| Name: glitterfactory_x | Date: Jan 25th, 2008 1:28 PM |
| thankyou rayna. your helps been very usefull Im trying to consider it Im still on the high of it atm and I dont its quite sunk in atm.. but yeah Im going to try telling my best friend soon when I think its a serious problem. thankyou ever so much ↑ |
| Name: blondey1893 | Date: Feb 27th, 2008 7:58 PM |
thats weird.
how can i still be a little chub chub if i throw up the things i eat.
i mean, in dont only do to look thin, i LOVE feeling like theres nothing in my stomach.
but i mean. i want to be a little thinner also.
im kinda new with this. and i dont know if ill ever get thinner..
its confusing.. anyone had the same problem or knows when ill start to look a little thinner??
helppp (: ↑ |
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