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Name: da0428850

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I totally understand what ur going through 951753....yesturday i did it 5 x and after every time i told myself it was the last time...even if i eat a normal meal i still cannot even handle the fact thats its in my stomach and i get so much anxiety if i dont get it out! Its making me sick mentally and physically, i seriously hate doing it but i cannot get myself to stop! I feel as if I have been trapt into this and i am just getting digging my hole deeper and deeper every time i do it and and it is getting harder and harder to get out! :( i wish i could feel normal and get help...but am too embarrassed to let anyone know! I feel like it is so stupid to be doing this and that i am smarter than it ....but it seriously takes over who i am..... ↓

Name: lucie | Date: Feb 1st, 2007 10:26 AM

hi, you have done well to post your problem on here.

i am recovering from bulimia and doing well. I know how you feel trust me i do, but i just can't think of any advice to help you as i only really stopped because my mom found out yet again! and i felt 'ready ' to stop and i have.

lucie ↑

Name: caitlin2007 | Date: Feb 1st, 2007 11:33 AM

I didn't tell anyone and noone knows still, Until I went to my doctor and told him, I didn't even need to make myself sick I just was every time I ate! I have managed to stop purging as it has damaged my stomach lining and my throat, I felt no control too until I looked at pictures of when i was 6 stone and 5ft 8 its very dangerous!
I'm still anorexic but I am building on eating three times a day I still have not told anyone except my doctor but it really helped me to focus on learning to enjoy my food more.
i know you feel trapped, but it takes time, talk to someone xx ↑