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Name: Pianophillic

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Im so stuck in bulimia its terrible...
I bounced a check to day... vowed I would never binge and purge again... 3 b/p 's later im planning one tomororw- I dont know what to do. i wish I was in JAIL.. i feel like that is my only solution., im alone and i cant stop ....
and I dont want to- if I had a billion dollars I would do this forever... and if I couldjust stop fainting.. do any of you faint? i think it might be dehydration but literally cant stop even if it is... i just cant... i know that sounds so stupid.. of course I can...
but i cant every day i try to not purge every day but i DO.. every ime...
and im loosing weight and Im so scared that if I stop ill get obese in a day. ↓

Name: Pianophillic | Date: Jul 7th, 2006 5:47 AM

i sound like im 13 but im 23... its pathetic and I hate my life... and becuase I hate it I binge and purge but i hate it becuase i binge and pourge-
isnt that so cyclic and backwards??
GUYS if you are just starting.. STOP ↑

Name: HaTeMyStOmAcHe77 | Date: Jul 8th, 2006 5:46 AM

HEY I GET U COMPLETLY ! OK IVE BEEN DEALING WIHT ALL TYPES OF EATING PROBLEMS FOR 3 YEARS N IM ONLY 14 , IMAGINE HOW I FEEL!! HEY IF U EVER NEE SOME HELP OR TIPS OR JUST WANNA TALK IM HERE , OK ...

[email protected] ↑

Name: newbee | Date: Jul 10th, 2006 11:36 AM

take a cycle of treatment get under control again ↑

Name: Pianophillic | Date: Jul 10th, 2006 8:19 PM

hey aTeMyStOmAcHe77 - yeah I started around your age--- it doesnt get better unlkelss you work your ass off so if you can start with therapy now-...
but its alot easier I guess to do that when your my age since i dont have to go through my parents...
you can talk to me whenever you want...

and newbee- youre right,.... i guess im at the point where i want this to stop so BAD but Im so scared to gain weight... im so scared to enter treatment agianl... so I guess all this complaining is useless since there is an answer for me and im not going to take it. ↑