|yeah i've sure got the suspicious mom and sister who are getting abit nosy cus they keep raising the subjrct of me being sick.|
i do want to be helped though dont you???
|why though?? sorry i just dont know that much about it. Why do you do it? ↑|
|yeah..My mom is starting to get a bit suspicious. She doesn't want me to lock the bathroom door anymore. There are times where I wish she wouldn't be so persistent and nosy. But I do know that I can't keep it a secret forever because my mom is a very clever person. ]_[ ↑|
|Yeah, im sick of hiding it but i know i'm not doing a good job. i dont know whats worse: knowing that they know and their not saying anything or having them give me a lecture about it. i do so many different things because isn't it obvious if you run to the bathroom after every time you eat. I even go to my bedroom and throw up in a bag. Gross... but i do it. I hate being so secretive but i dont know how to stop. ↑|
i actually throw up in my bedroom in a bag, it's gross yeah but a lot more less obvious than the bathroom! ↑
|it is getting pretty annoying trying to hidde my anorexia a people trying to help me, my mom is forcing me to eat i can barely manage to get away with not eating i t ↑|