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Name: starving 4 perfection..
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OK!!!! i am 5 2 in height and i weigh 91 pounds, and i am being put into a hospital program iam so scared and nervous..... i dont no what to do.
i am having problems cause iam not eating i cant go to the bathroom properly anymore and my doc perscribed me laxatives to help cause he could feel my colon and i am so scared that i am getting obbsessed with laxatives again. i thought that i was dong better with not counting calories and eating but it seems that i cant gett out of it everytime that i am doing a little bit better i loose it and go backk into my old ways and all that.. i dont no what to do anymore i feel like i will never get over this in my whole life...
can anybody relate or can anyone give me suggestions on what to do..
my mom was helping me through now my mom and family dont even care anymore cause a coucillor told them not to help me basically but it seemed so much easier to gett through with them helping me. now i am stuck all alone fighting with the voice that i have aka my eating disorder....
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Name: yogi | Date: Nov 13th, 2007 3:41 AM
hi starving for perfection. you can definetly get over this. you have to find other things to think about and other things to do. how long have you had this. 

Name: starving 4 perfection.. | Date: Nov 14th, 2007 3:25 AM
8 years.... i hate myself so much i kinda dont really care if i get over this anymore if i die i die.. to depressed to carry on...
what ed do you have??? and how ling...
starving for perfection 

Name: bigloser | Date: Dec 13th, 2007 11:00 PM

Name: noOora | Date: Dec 25th, 2007 6:45 PM
really ... screw ur fam .. if theyre gnna b like that ..
for me i only treat the ppl in a way that they treat me.. that means if ur gd to me a m gd to u ..i quit on ma family LONg TIME AGO.. DONT LET THEM GT TO U .. and screw this councillor... wt a basterd... 

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