OK!!!! i am 5 2 in height and i weigh 91 pounds, and i am being put into a hospital program iam so scared and nervous..... i dont no what to do.
i am having problems cause iam not eating i cant go to the bathroom properly anymore and my doc perscribed me laxatives to help cause he could feel my colon and i am so scared that i am getting obbsessed with laxatives again. i thought that i was dong better with not counting calories and eating but it seems that i cant gett out of it everytime that i am doing a little bit better i loose it and go backk into my old ways and all that.. i dont no what to do anymore i feel like i will never get over this in my whole life...
can anybody relate or can anyone give me suggestions on what to do..
my mom was helping me through now my mom and family dont even care anymore cause a coucillor told them not to help me basically but it seemed so much easier to gett through with them helping me. now i am stuck all alone fighting with the voice that i have aka my eating disorder....