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Name: Dirty_angel
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i need help im 11 stone and sick to death of trying different diets n getting now where, so i decided to try and make my self sick but all i seem to do is gag i tried using a tooth brush but all i did was get a sore throat if you kno anything tht can help me please let me know XXXX
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Name: disorderautumn | Date: Dec 6th, 2006 1:00 AM
what is the whole "stone" thing? 

Name: Dirty_angel | Date: Dec 6th, 2006 6:34 PM
its just the way my scales weigh it converts to about 154 lb gross i know specially wen my 44 yr old mum only wieghs about 130 lb xxx 

Name: Shannx | Date: Dec 11th, 2006 9:17 PM
forgetting about your thumb.. use your two middle fingers [[ the one next to your little finger and the one next to your index one ]]
I tend to runt them under cold water first.. then put them down my throat the whole way 

Name: mickey | Date: Dec 11th, 2006 11:49 PM
That is a bad habbit to start...Trust me. I've been doing it for 10 years and it is hard to quit. 

Name: hopelessxox7 | Date: Dec 12th, 2006 4:08 AM
it makes me want to cry to read this comment. How could you want to try to hurt yourself? i was so happy before i became addicted food. I had depression for 2 years (so far) and the first year i lost 30 pounds. before that i was a normal weight (even thin)... i didnt want to lose weight, i pretty much didnt want to live. When i tried to gain back the weight i developed an ED and now overeat until i cant even walk. I think i may be bulimic (never thrown up tho) just by binging at night and starving myself until the next night for another binge. My only thoughts are food - what can i binge on next - the worst its like i have a voice in my head that wants to destroy me, it persuades me to eat the most fattening most unhealthy foods possible - which sucks because my favorite foods are actually fruits and meats - - but anyways i hope you realize that life before an ED is 100x better, and once you have an ED its hard ( if possible) to ever become normal again...please dont post these kind of messages ;( 

Name: lucie | Date: Dec 12th, 2006 7:23 AM
i agree with hopelessxox7 i wish i could turn the clock back before life with an ED, I have been Bulimic on n off for 6years, it seems to come back when i get stressed n stuff, I just wish at 13 i could see in to the future cus i sure as hell want my old life back, not this, not this life where i ruin trust within my family, lose friends, become even more self concious,, the list is endless 

Name: da0428850 | Date: Jan 18th, 2007 4:56 AM
Dont do it...if i could have stopped when i first started i would have please dont even start. it is a horrible burden that hangs over your shoulder after every meal and in between. even if you think you wont be addicted to it you will! 

Name: lucie | Date: Jan 18th, 2007 9:24 AM
yeah it turns into an addiction, a habbit and its sooooooo hard to try and change this behaviour. 

Name: Meagan | Date: Jan 18th, 2007 10:10 AM
how old are you dirty_angel? 

Name: calliej | Date: Jan 19th, 2007 11:57 PM
i tried what shannxx said it didnt work for me. dirty_angel im in the same boat if u find nething plz let me know
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Name: josh123 | Date: Mar 19th, 2010 2:06 AM
just put your middie finger down your thyought and than try to vomit and eat a lot of junk food to ok and calkl me if you want help ok her 7653769712. 

Name: rosemarie8762 | Date: May 9th, 2010 4:10 AM
This is absolutely ridiculous and it makes me very angry. You people are so stupid for wanting an eating disorder!!!!! It will ruin your life. And you dont necessarily lose weight from throwing up. And no, Im not going to tell you how to lose weight from throwing up. No one deserves to go through this. No one. And no, if you dont have an eating disorder, you dont need help. In order to lose weight healthily, go see a nutritionist, go to the gym. Just dont insult people who acutally have eating disorders by saying you want one. You have no idea what we're going through. It ruins lives. 

Name: elizabeth121 | Date: Jun 12th, 2010 5:34 AM
do not ask that, we are not here to help damage your organs, we are here to give you support to make you better. Take control now 

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