right this will sound sad but i have been purging for the last month because of the way i boy treated me. only thing is, i can't stop! and i am now litteraly shoving my head into the toilet water just to gag as putting my hand down my throat doesn't tend to work much anymore. is there anything i can take or do to make myself throw up a bit more or just anything, because now i've started i look forward to eating dinner then going upstair to the bathroom for half an hour.
and i would appreciate it if noone left me horrible comments or comments of 'wisdom' i know i should stop, but i've started getting a thrill, i love the fact i can do it with my parents in the next room and them not even noticeee. ↓
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