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Name: michelle
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ive been bulimic for the last 12 years and i cant stop! i start every new sunday with the thought of it being a new week and i will not throw up! it never lasts! i feel lost when i dont throw up after i eat! there is like a sense of loss of control that is so hard to explain! something just over takes my mind, and i end up doing it! no matter how many times i tell myself i wont, i always do! im thin..very thin..people question me all the time if i have a problem! i laugh it off and say its genes! i need help, but here i am almost 30 and still scared to death to tell my family! im scared that they will look at me different!im scared because this problem has been my best friend for the last 12 years and i even question myself, am i really ready to let go?god!! i hate this...i wouldnt wish this on anybody!someone please help me!please!
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Name: Debs | Date: Jan 12th, 2006 6:10 PM
Listening to your story is like hearing my own. I'm 33 and have been suffering for 7 years. Like you, i make a conscious decision at the end of every weekend to take control and eat healthy (which means i won't throw). In the early days, i would say that i was more anorexic than bulimic, that came once i began to lose control. Everyone says i'm too thin, ironically these comments spur me on not deter me. Been to docs and waiting to be referred, nervous as hell but want so much to get better! 

Name: elshore | Date: Jan 13th, 2006 4:00 AM
i am very sad to hear about your problem i am thin to people question me but i have no prob have you ever looked back 12 years when you first started it? was there something stressing you out or very upsetting? if there was you could try your hardest to overcome it, that could make things a bit easier. you should tell afreind or a member of your family that you trust not to tell they might be able to help i hope you can overcome it my fingers are crossed for you 

Name: Depressed Boi | Date: Jan 14th, 2006 2:01 AM
this may seem blunt but... GO OUT WITH SOME ONE and make certine that you stay witht them or just go out with friends have a good time DONT THINK ABOUT IT just go out eat and start talking while eating and tell them not to let you leave the table trust me after a week or 2 of this YOU WILL NOT EVEN RELIZE WHY YOU WERE THROWING UP!!!!!!!! thiers VERY FEW VERY VERY FEW people that would allow you to do this if they knew just ask them to not let you leave the table and if they do then it will be easyer the next time and eventuialy you woulnt even consider it

as a side note if you really want to feal good about yourself just sit back and think what you would have if you live a extra 20 or 30 years that you will if your not or if you stop...... you could go camping skydiveing mountin climbing WHO KNOWS think about you possible grand kids you may one day have..... wouldnt you want to know them??? 

Name: collette | Date: Jan 25th, 2006 9:37 PM
hello. i am collette and i have had bulimia for 8 nearly 9 years now and have finally accepted that i have it, i used to think 'i cant be byulimic coz im not thin enough' but then my friends kept asking me why i was so thin then i realised. i was so miserable being sick 3-4 times a day,so i told my sister which made it so much more reak that i hd to do something about it or i was gona die,and i have two little girls which mean the world to me and they would lose their mom if i didnt stop it. i then told my new friend and my best frien and i havent been sick now for a whole weekni havent even eanted to be sick and i feel great,i know its easy to say i wont do it again but i feel so good and alot less ill i ahve more energy and i have never felt so in control of my life as i do now. i really understand what your going through and i am going to give you my e-mail address if you ever want to talk, i do not know anybody with bulimia so i think we could help each other. [email protected] thankyou for reading my message.take care x x 

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