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Name: blood on broadway
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my whole life is food. i wake up and i think about it. i feel shit and i know it's the only thing that's going to help. i gorge. i vomit and i fast. i wanna let it go but life without the binge seems weird. i want to give it all up. i see people eating and it makes me sick. i wish i could see it different. i've tried to get addicted to other crap like alcohol or smoke so i can get away from food but it hasn't worked. life is so beautiful and i'm wasting it being twisted and screwed up about food.
i say i want to get better. but i guess all i really want is to be thin.
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Name: 951753 | Date: Jan 11th, 2007 2:34 AM
i know whatg you mean
i used to drink alot and i still smoke and sometimes it helps to not binge becuase i get my fix on a nother addiction for the time being 

Name: shell22 | Date: Jan 11th, 2007 4:38 PM
i had bulimia for years and used to hate myself,i had to go to councelling and it did help, i havnt done it now for years,i dont think u ever truley get rid of it,once a bulimic always a bulimic,i dont want to do it now but when i overeat it lurks at the back of my mind,its a hard thing to control,i feel for u,good luck, 

Name: Shannx | Date: Jan 14th, 2007 5:38 PM
Werll done for writing about it.. i couldnt EVER go into detaill =/

But yeah i know how you feel to some extent.. it's hard it wont JUST go away over night..

Youll have to try real hard like take up a sport because its healthy and it'll keep your mind off it.. it'll be harder at first but just dont give up..

I know it does seem weird without throwing up.. but tbh its SO much better,, you can go out with friends without having to worry about them eating and then them encouraging you to and where you can throw up without them realising..

You can go places without feeling as though you have NO energy..

Hope i helped a lil

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Name: hopelessxox7 | Date: Jan 14th, 2007 10:42 PM
go to an ED treatment center. It has helped me so much and i just started! =] 

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