Hi. I have been bulimic for 6 years now. I am almost 19 years old, and am also serving in the military. When I joined, I hid my eating disorder, thinking it would get better after I got in because of all the PT we do. It was okay for a few months, while I was in bootcamp, and lost 20lbs. But since starting my school, and it being the hardest school in the country, on top of all my military duties, and PT, my bulimia is worse than before. Im actually pending discharge from the Marine Corps because of it.
Recently I've been throwing up blood, and have lost 6lbs in the last week because I cant keep anything down at all. Ive gone to medical because I want them to examine me and see what damage has been done, but they just gaff me off and wont do anything about it. My discharge is taking forever, and all the waiting is stressing me out, causing it to get worse. My psychologist has been too busy to see me the last two weeks.
No one will help me and this disorder is taking over my life. Im losing my job, my relationship is tense all the time because of it, and my health is getting horrible. I dont know what to do.
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