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Name: hippies:use:side:door
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i was wondering why other people do what they do, besides thinking that they're fat.
for me, when i was in 5th grade i found notes from my mom & dad about them thinking that they were gonna get divorced
then i found out that theyre only together for my little bro and me
but they think we dont know
they dont sleep in the same bed
it made me anorexic last year, but i couldnt keep it up, so now im bulimic

so, im just wondering why other people do it.
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Name: bri | Date: Apr 8th, 2007 7:00 PM
i did it for multiple reasons.
but i've realized that this is only making my depression worse.
if u want u can talk to me at [email protected] 

Name: concerned2 | Date: Apr 8th, 2007 11:41 PM
hey darling i do it because it helps me.I know how people like to judge but they know nothing. Ive tried to take my own life and i need to be in control and i can do it this way:). We alll hacve diffent ways of dealing with things n i hate people who think people like us r screwd up?? message me if ya do . al put ya straight belive me ;O x
E-mial me babe if u wna know ne more
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Name: Holly__rp | Date: Apr 11th, 2007 11:29 PM
i became anorexic and bulimic because after my dad died i gaind whieght and was made fun of so i stoped eating but i couldn't keep it up either so i became bulimic. 

Name: runkrockersk8 | Date: Apr 12th, 2007 2:51 PM
i do it b/c the only thing i can control is what goes in (or out of) my body. so many things have happened that i couldnt control and so i started gaining weight. i gainned almost 80 lbs. bulimia truly sucks and its as addicting as alcohol or drugs. 

Name: hotchip | Date: Apr 13th, 2007 3:46 AM
i did it because my parents would always tell me and my sister that we needed to lose weight since i was 7 . no joke . [i WAS NOT fat at all]. my dad would tell us more then my mom cuase my dad is ( i found out ) is sick and he wants his daughters to be stick thin so they wont embarrass him. they never bought regular soda and i wasnt allowed to eat junk food. as a child this only made we want to rebel and so i ate the 'bad' foods and i gained weight but since i work out i sort of balanced myself. then when i got to the age where i actually realized my body . that certain age where before u didnt even think about it .well i felt fat and my eating disorder was a sense of self control . my sisters became really over weight over the years and i didnt want to turn into them . i know we wouldnt have been like this if it wasnt for my dad. i hate knowing that but its true. 

Name: miss_throw_09 | Date: Apr 23rd, 2007 11:54 PM
i am doin a report on anorexics and bulemics for a research paper in English class and i figured since i have this problem but no one knos about it that maybe you would liek to help me. we need to find real people with an eating disorder. Would you possilby help me? all i need to do is ask a couple questions and i can keep it totally confidential if you would wnat me too. Neway thanx alot and message me back. or you can email me at "[email protected]" thanx again. Bye

and i do it becuz i think maybe if i get skinnier..he will like me over her..stupid i kno but o well...
another reason is for the sake that my parents always fite and i cant handle it and i jsut feel sick so i help it along and i feel better after i puke
ok and last reason..becuz i was always made fun of for being big and i want to prove that i can be smaller than what i am rite now! 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: May 8th, 2007 2:19 PM
i did it because i was living in a foster home weighing 132 Lbs and everyone used to tell me i was fat, so my mom started limiting the amount of food on my plate, so i got sick of it and took over i measured everything insluding water and even the water had to come up in my purge that i did followin my meal... well i went from 132 LBS to 97 Lbs in a short persiod of time and i kept going until i was told i had 3 months till dyalisis and 6 months to live......
that is why i started........
hope you are ok hunny and that you have talked to your parents about how this has made you feel??

Name: Shannx | Date: May 8th, 2007 8:51 PM
because its one of the few things i can control.
Other things in my life spiraled out of my control.. so this keeps me sane besically.
Btw hope all works with you and your family =)
X x X x
Email me if you like im 13 [email protected] 

Name: Journey1 | Date: May 8th, 2007 9:08 PM
My story goes back to my mother being bulimic, my father dragging me down the steps and weighing me because he said I had big, fat ugly tits when I was in 10th grade. Then, bringing me to doctor to go on a diet. When I started dating, I started bingeing and when I was 19 and wanted a guy to like me, I went on a diet and found that I could purge. It snow balled from there and does not go away. So, desire to please, not learning how to eat healthy, watching mom binge/purge. Now, I have taken every uncomfortable feeling and use food to take away the pain. It didn't make sense to me that feelings are associated with it, but it has gone from weight, to a feeling on relief with the behavior. And it sucks your life away! 

Name: mikeys mom | Date: May 8th, 2007 10:46 PM
I think you already found your answer. Most of the time it to have control of your life. When your life is crumblingaround you and you have no control ~you can control your body. It's sad but the image thing is just part of it. I am now a reformed anorexic as well as bulimic. One thing you should know- after you vomit you should brush your teeth immediately! I now have a full set of crowns in my front because the acid eats away at your ennamel. Alos had many cavities from this as well, before it I had none. I am not condoning what you are doing but I'm hopin gyou'll snap out of it and won't have to go through all the stuff I did. Good luck and know that if your doing it to control how your parents are feeling towards each other that won't work but will possibly make them grow farther apart probably blaming each other as well as break their hearts to see you killing your self, and sad to say that's what it is. A long and painful death, help your self hopefully something I said made sense to you to snap yu out. My brother was the one who snapped me out. Good luck, Beth 

Name: lorna16 | Date: May 30th, 2007 7:37 PM
i do it because when i was young i was abuse an raped for over two years an it stopped me eating an it became an addiction i have an eating disorder an am anorexic an i selfharm 

Name: Gill | Date: Dec 10th, 2008 8:41 PM
i started because every single day from the age of 14 or so my older brother would call me a fat mess.....my parents never said anything to him about it so i believed that it was true.....and i still do. 

Name: dreamperfection | Date: Dec 31st, 2008 1:13 AM
I did it for many reasons
1. mum called me fat from the age of 6
2. wanted to gain some sort of control of an aspect in my life
3. to reach perfection
4.i loved the feeling of pain when i didnt eat
5. i loved the feeling of achieving something
6. lastly, i could grab skin 

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