i totally understand why some people make themselves ill with anorexia and i am also thinking of this option to. im not a really big girl but feel overwieght sometimes compared to my family and friends. i pressure i feel is unreal, and sometimes it really depresses me, like only the other day whilst shopping me and a friend where 'spotted' by mod scouts, but i was later turned away because of my unequal proportions. but my friend was not and has done a few shoots for vogue and others..
the only option i feel i have is to start making myself sick in order to lose weight, i dnt plan on staying like this forever but only long enough to lose a noticable and normal amount of weight, however i am afraid that if i start and it works for i wont beable to stop..
i really need some help and guidence so if anyone can give me some advice it would be greatly recieved
thanks for listening ↓