Malki, sorry to hear what youre going thru. I am glad you want help, yes your family needs you especially your little girl. But remember and I'm sure you know that in order for them to be ok you need to be ok. Do you to help them. I'm sure there are places where they can help. Call people, hospitals, clinics theres gotta be a place or person that can help, free of charge. Good luck Malki, be safe. ↑ |
I know exactly how you feel!! I've suffered with anorexia for 13 years and wish there was a magic pill that I could take to get this monster out of my brain. I've been thru the hospital thing 4 times and don't want to go through it again. I so badly want to be able to do what I need to do on my own. My husband is very supportive but he doesn't realize how much I'm struggling. I want more than anything to become pregnant and am trying to use that as motivation, but its soo hard., I wish I had advice to offer to you, but we all kinow what we need to do. Try and use your little girl for motivation. She needs her mom to be physically and emotionally present in her life!! Were you anorexic before you became pregnant? If you live anywhere near NY, there is a free in patient eating disorder research based program at Columbia hospital. Good luck to you and know that you're not alone. ↑ |