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My story is a little complicated. I'm 23 and two months pregnant, and my boyfriend of four years who is my best friend has moved out and declared he wants nothing to do with me unless i have an abortion. He tells me 'its just a bundle of cells' and that blood-loyalty is stupid. Mostly he thinks i am as unsuitable as a mother as he is as a father. In the past he has often had to pick up the pieces as i've had a long standing battle with anorexia and depression caused by a negative relationships with my mother and step father and to him i see this is just another example of my recklessness; it was an accident though. I should say i don't go out partying, do drugs, or even drink! I'm a real homebody and wanted nothing more than to be a mother and a housewife. Everyone says i'm not maternal. I am quite emotionally dependant and not very strong and i have low confidence. I don't even have a job although i intend to get my masters degree part time whilst raising the baby using my savings, and do some more temping from my second trimester onwards. My mother has already said she will help out; my family are wealthy. I really hate routine 9 to 5 though! But who doesn't? I worry that i would hurt the baby if i have it, but i also wonder if it could help me grow. He says my reasons for having it are selfish, that yu don't have children because you think they will offer you new challenges, or love, or even because you just want them, so why do people have them then? Tradition? He's the rational one, but he's walked off, he says it isn't him who risks messing us both up, it's me, for having the baby instead of having an abortion which is the responsible thing. But i've wanted a baby so long, maybe i just wanted it because i couldn't have it... i keep having nightmares that i've been asked to catch mice and that when i find them, i have to break their sweet little necks, and i can't do it, its horrifying, so i hide them away, even though i know someone else is going to come along and kill them instead if i don't. I'm completely freaking out. If my boyfriend was here i would want this baby 100%, even though that might make me really stupid and he's promised me an engagement ring, a house, a dog, and 'children in about seven years time' - can our relationship even survive the hell he has put me through? I know i'll always carry resentment and regrets if i get rid of it especially as his sister is planning a baby and my cousin (only 19) just had hers. For me getting an abortion, even letting those doctors near me, makes me want to completely freak out (which he says is why i'll make a terrible mother, i'm so emotional and he's right). I feel like the universe has given me a gift, and once again, i have to turn it down because i'm too weak. ↓
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| Name: momangel | Date: Jun 3rd, 2008 1:00 AM |
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| Name: Shelley K | Date: Jun 3rd, 2008 7:59 PM |
Whirlwind,
Have you ever thought about having the baby, giving the baby up and that way you two can stay together and have a baby when you are ready to have a baby together with him?
Good luck
Shelley ↑ |
| Name: titch in tummy | Date: Jul 9th, 2008 5:55 PM |
HE IS NOT RIGHT! DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM!
I can't scream that loud enough! This is exactly how my ex reacted and is still reacting and I am 4 months pregnant now. He kept saying that I was being selfish but he was the one trying to force me into an abortion because he can't face up to his responsibilites. Abortion is the easy way out for most men, and the hardest for most women. I had an abortion 3 years ago, I was forced into it and given no time to think and I have regretted it ever since. An abortion will be a lot worse for you than bringing life into the world. When you look into you little baby's eyes you will know that you made the right decision. Trust me, I've been there. ↑ |
| Name: Joeys_Mam | Date: Jul 9th, 2008 10:27 PM |
| Adoption would be the worst thing you could do. It would mess you up completely. You'd miss your baby so much and blame your bf for making you give baby away. Keep your baby. :) ↑ |
| Name: cherisalorraine | Date: Jul 10th, 2008 1:21 AM |
| You should do what you feel is the right thing and with what you have written it sounds like you want this baby. Your BF knew what could happen when you had sex and so he has no right to ask you to do something that you feel is wrong. Tell him that you are your own person and that you can find strength and support elsewhere. You never know he may just be scared and need time to adjust to this. If not then you will have the love of your life in just a few months any way! ↑ |
| Name: mckenzie | Date: Jul 18th, 2008 1:54 AM |
| we love to adopt my email is [email protected] ↑ |
| Name: lexinlauz | Date: Jul 19th, 2008 2:56 PM |
| Hey im Lauren. I was 18 when i fell pregnant and alot of people were telling me to have an abortion but i had an abortion a year before so i wasnt willing to do that again. When i have the abortion i felt so empty and depressed i felt like id killed my baby which in some peoples eyes i had. But only being 17 with no house job or money i thought it was fair on the baby. Now i have my gorgeous little baby girl who i dote on evey minute of the day. Im not gona lie it is hard being a single mum but u get on with it and it works out. Although im not working my angel never wants for nothing and she always has what she needs. You dont need a man at all us women are designed for this lol. My advice to u is dont get rid cos u will hate urself for a long time like i did. Alexis has not replaced my other baby but filled the hole that i made when i had the abortion. Just be strong and think i can do this with or without him. Its the most amazing thing ever. xxxxxxxxxx ↑ |
| Name: Luana | Date: Aug 23rd, 2008 6:34 PM |
Hello how are u doing today my name is Luana and I work for the Steve Wilkos Show and I would like to help you out in this time of need my Email is [email protected]
or call me at 312-3215356 ↑ |
| Name: youngzhang1982 | Date: Aug 27th, 2008 12:40 AM |
thanks for the message, i think you catch my attention is not just by your looking, i prefer the women has her natural beauty in their heart. i am an adult and i do not believe in true love, but i trust life-long marriage. so my wish is my future wife is never married before, if they have children, that is fine, we can raise them up together with my own children. oh, my hobby is walking, reading and enjoy the good food. actually, my plan is after my marriage, i will give my wife 50% my salary, if we have children. i will give her another 10%, i need keep 40% my salary is enough, maybe 20% to support my mum and dad later, i think i just belong to the middle class, one house and one boat, two or three car, own my own land and some restaurant business, i want to open my own sushi bar later in San Francisco area. anyway, life is short, i will try my best, work hard and glory the God, help more people. i think i believe in god since i am a postgraduate student in england nottingham, i need do two part time restaurant job to survive, pay my rent and pay my tuition fee, life goes the hardest way, every night when i finish my night shift job, i pass by one 700 years old church, jesus picture is just there on the window, i pray him to give me some peace in my heart, Jesus is always ready to listen and he is a great father. i think i will follow his rule whole my life, i never married and so far i have no children, but i do not want divorce, i can sign contract with my lawyer, if i divorce due to my family affair, i am willing to pay 80% my salary to my children as penalty fee, i believe i am the only few can do this in Seattle area, haha.....nice talk to you, if you want to meet, i think i have time next week, by the way, if you really want to go step further on our future relationship, i think i do not need bother to date other women, i believe i am a honest man and i am a good family man too.
best regards
young
ps: my resume
4748 19th AVE seattle, WA 98105, Tel: 206-816-5015 Email: [email protected] / Gender: Male
Education:
Ph.D in University of Washington, focus on organisation design and financial management. (January 2006- present)
Master degree in research (Mphil) in manufacturing engineering, manufacturing organization research group, Loughborough University, Leicestershire, England, UK. (Sep 2003- Dec 2005)
Dissertation topic: Building a boundaryless leagile manufacturing organization through HITOP method. Advisor: Professor Neil Burns (editor of IJPR) ( Email: [email protected] )
Master degree in Science (Msc) in Electrical engineering, University of Nottingham, Nottinghamshire, England, UK (Sep 2002-Sep 2003) Thesis topic: Extra high voltage (EHV) power transmission control in China three Gorges project using Newton Raphson method and Mathlab computer iteration method. Advisor: Dr Dave.Thomas (Email:[email protected] )
Bsc in Mechanical Engineering, Dalian University of Technology, Dalian city, China (Sep 1990-July 1994) Thesis topic: Testing a new diamond cutting tool material performance in Japanese Sanyo Company through comparing with other traditional cutting tools. Advisor: Dr Hong Tao Zhang. (Head of cutting tools research group)
Experience:
Academic Research: I: I worked as a research Assistant at Wichita state university on the subject of Industry engineering. The main focus of the research is on lean and green manufacturing system design for Boeing Company in Wichita, Kansas. Since Boeing Company set the goal to be "100% lean and green company" in 2011, I as a researcher focused on waste management and energy conservation in order to achieve the goal. After years of experiment on a small motor workshop provided by private companies, we have achieved to reduce the waste and contamination by 35 percents. The quality of the motor increased by 25 percents by detail cleaning and better combustion technology.II: When I was completing my master in electrical engineering at University of Nottingham, I worked at fire-power station in England Nottingham city. I worked on power transfer through super-computer. The use of C++ and Java was needed and the station was responsible for providing power for more than three million people in the surrounding cities called East-Middle land area including Birmingham city, Nottingham city and south Manchester city.
Working experience:
1: Electrical engineer: Seattle Trident seafood company, help solving the seafood manufacturing line mechanical and electrical problem.01/2008-Present.
2: Manufacturing supervisor: Japan Mabuchi motor company in Hong Kong china, in charge of one plastic injection molding workshop following ISO 9002/ 14001 standard. (Sep 1994-Nov 2001) This company has worldwide reputation on mini DC motor products and its customers include Sony, Toshiba, Sanyo, Sharp and HP, Ford companies, through Japanese Just-in-time management, my workshop quality has been improved from 67 percent to 95 percent, on October 1999, my workshop quality reaches to 100 percent , because of this distinguish quality improvement, I won Tokyo silver medal for Quality improvement.Language: Fluent in English and Chinese. A little bit Japanese and Spanish and France language.
you can find my photo at www.hi5.com, user name is [email protected], password is 12345. thanks ↑ |
| Name: renee1984 | Date: Oct 16th, 2008 4:10 PM |
| i know how you are feeling. i am 24 years old this is my first pregnancy and i am about 7 weeks along. the baby's father wants nothing to do with me nor my child. he has called me and told me that he has had dreams of me having a miscarriage and he stresses me out like you would not believe. he promised he would be there, but just the other day ofter having my first pre-natal drs visit alone he changed his phone number. he knows that i am a high risk pregnancy yet it does not phase him. on top of that i was on anti-depressants until i found out i was pregnant. i thought about adoption but i really want this baby but it is hard knowing that the father is not there. do not do anything that you do not want to do. rather than abortion if you don't want it maybe look into adopotion give the baby to someone who wants one but is unable to have one ↑ |
| Name: Klaudia | Date: Oct 31st, 2008 2:23 AM |
PLEASE DONT ABORT
Your child is more important than your ungraitful boyfriend. Killing your child will mess u up emotianally you can become suicidal never forgive yoruself that you killed your own child I really hope youll b ok. ↑ |
| Name: Viviav | Date: Sep 3rd, 2012 3:20 AM |
| My name is Vivian, I was in a relationship with my ex boyfriend we loved and cherished our selves for two years and every thing was going on smoothly but this year jan11th, we both had misunderstanding and he told me that the relationship is over and that he is fed up with me, I begged him because I love him so much but he refused me.My friend told me about a spell caster that helped her in getting her relationship back a long time ago, a good job in any of his endeavor but at first I was scared but I have to give this a trial because I love him very much and I am not willing to loose him to any woman, or for anything so I ordered returning my love spell from this great spell caster that made me a happy woman again. All i want to say is THANK YOU Dr Daram for getting my ex back to me with much love.I am testifying to this great spell temple for the great work he has done [email protected] i am grateful. ↑ |
| Name: marie | Date: Sep 3rd, 2012 3:22 AM |
| Ever since i receive a spell from [email protected],my bf has really been showing more concern in our relationship. He told me to stay calm and let the spell do it’s work, which indeed it did. Not even 3-4 days later, Wells called me and asked me out for a drink. He apologized to me and sincerely begged me for forgiveness and to give him another chance. I loved this man so much, I could not say no. He now treats me like a princess better than before if I may briefly add,Priest Olarewaju made a believer out of me. I wrote to him and apologized for my rudeness and lack of trust and patience. He also explained to me that magic is not like a push-button kind of thing. It sometimes takes longer than anticipated but it always works and he was right.He actually a light to me and he ca be the same to you! ↑ |
| Name: angel22 | Date: Sep 29th, 2012 7:20 PM |
| I am not going to judge what you are thinking about.. I do not believe in abortion, but it is you life and your decision... However, I do know that there are parents, loving parents, out there that would love to have a child (a blessing) that are not able to conceive. Think about adoption... You will one day regret the abortion, I promise. ↑ |
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