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so i met my husband a about a year ago (1 month shy) and we fell in love almost instantly but his parents hated me and my parents hated them it was a mess , so we deceided to move to the state where my family lived because they supported us and helped us and didnt care that we had nothing he was 18 i was 21, so i was pregnant and we dealt with me having a almost miscarriage in first 3 months because of bleeding between my uteras and placenta, then 4 month i had the swine flu , and it was hectic to say the least, but then we got our own place and as i started pregressing in the pregnancy i know i wasnt easy to deal wiht because my hormones and grouchyness but i apologized when i should have and gave him eveything he wanted, he didnt work just sat at home and watched my 2 year old nephew all day while i went to work and payed all the bills, food , rent everything but i never failed i would come home from work and the house would be a mess and dirty , i we would fight and he would yell about missing his family and so i would tell him to go because he said it was my fault. so then one day about 3 weeks ago we fought and he left then was upstairs with the neighbor lady that he said he didnt know for 2 hours so when he came back i was crying and yelling at him then he called me a bitch and told me he wanted our baby to die and he hates me then i was goign to shut the door and he hit me in the face but he hadnt hit me since i was 4 months pregant i had thought it was over but then his family came and got him and took him back to where he is from 20 hours away and he never said goodbye nothing, so we had been talking over the phone and he said he wanted to come home so i used all the money i had for a ticket for him to come home and supposdly he lost it and isnt coming back he siad it himself and now im so hurt and lost and we been married for 5 months and im so scared of doing this alone and i love him so much but i dont have any money nothing just a apartment i barely afford it feels like someone ripped my heart out some days its hard to breathe to eat to even live i feel so horrible like i wanna just pass on out of this world and never look back and the thought of this child scares me and i dont knwo what to do he says he wants the baby for his mom but he doesnt want it, i dont know what to do im more hurt than anything and i dont know what to do. ↓
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