My son's father and I went to court to set parenting time we kinda worked it out between the two of us with my lawyer but it's still just so hard to deal with. Anyway he's ALWAYS asking for more days or hours than what the court order says.
I don't even want to let my son go with him let alone give him more than what WE BOTH agreed to in front of the judge. My son is almost 13 months old and it makes me nervous every time he goes with his father. When we meet at our "agreed" meeting place and he leaves with my son. I usually end up sitting in my car bawling my eyes out for a half hour to an hour because all i want is my baby back.
I don't know what's worse sitting at home alone or sitting at the meeting place in my car for 8 hours or so waiting and counting the time till i get my boy back. I wonder if their are other mothers out there that feel the same way if so please message me. I could totally use a new friend that feels the way i do.
I'm so sick of people telling me that they think they know how i feel. When honestly they don't have to give up their child or children every so often like i do.
please help me to calm my nerves or just to tell me your story =] ↓