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I recently found out that i was expecting my first baby. Initially i was upset cause it was not planned and i felt to young at 21. Then i started to come to terms with the idea, which lead to excitment and my first midwife appointment. I have been with my partner for 15 months and things are very rocky between us. We are having alot of problems and he has spoken about spliting up and me getting help with benefits etc. This was never how i planned my life, never the way i wanted to bring my child into the world. I am scared of being a single mum and feel i am being unfair on the baby by keeping it. I just don't think i could live with myself after having an abortion, just thinking about it makes me feel guilty. When i was 15 i miscarried at 12 weeks, it took me 3 yrs to start sleeping again it hurt soo much. I feel that i want to do whatever is best for my baby regardless of how much it hurts me. I just don't know the right answer. Please help. ↓
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