I am due back at work in a matter of 10 days! Unfortuntely i am unable to stay home a bit longer, because you know what we have a sizable mortgage (no, i only have an average house), and my husband's business is not going so well. Yes, i do feel that "I have been forced back to work!" and i am not very happy about it. But it's not my hubby's fault, the bloody interest rate and petrol costs keeps going up. Nobody has disposal income to spend on anything. So there are so many small businesses out there are struggling big time. Anyway, my bub started day cares about 5 weeks ago. He has been going for 2 days a week. I usually drop him off at 9am and pick him up at lunchtime. Everytime after i drop him off, all i want to do is cry. I am very nervous about going back to work. And i will be back full time. That means he is going to go to day care 4 days a week, hubby agrees to stay home 1 day a week to look after bub. I feel like a bad mother. May be we could sell up everything we own and stay home with bub?! :( ↓
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