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Ok so Sunday after church we went to dinner for fathers day, here I am trying to be as good a wife as I can and as I do day by day...But lately he's been grouchy which doesnt surprise me 'cause thats how he get in the HOT Tx summer since he works out doors. So we are driving home, and the kids start being kids, laughing, pushing each other etc, and he chooses to go to the back seat and yell at them and pinch them. Seriously i was like WTF? They are kids, kids do shit like that. So I told him he needed to stop being so f'n rude and mean to them and he bursted! He said well, then you need to pay their bills, food and rent! (I'm a stay at home mom) And well, he pissed me off! I told him why it bothers him to spend money on the kids if their his too plus he gets sex, food and a slave! I also told him, he used to spend more money on his ex-if she can even be called that since they only met in person twice because she lived in another state-well he only got tol have sex with her a few times when they "were together" but he used to send her about 500$ a week (he was also cheating on me with her btw)..and so he yelled at me that it was his money and he could send her all the money he wanted. So i responded by saying he liked whores just like himself and he said I was the only whore cause I have 2 ex's...He had never ever done this before we've been together for 5 years and never had he disrespected me like that, plus he's very responsible, and well mannered which is why I forgave him when I found out he was cheating on me with her, who later on happened to have a baby with him...but anyways, he always helps clean, run errands etc. I have 5 kids, I cook, clean, I do everything i can so the kids and him can have a healthy clean, home and fresh hot meals on the table all 3 meals of the day...I'm up at 6am every morning making him coffee and lunch to take and I go to sleep at about 1am... I wash dishes about 6-8 times a day and sweep this house every hr or so...and he talks about "i work and pay the bills, i'm tired and you stay home all day and do nothing'... Seriously? Then all I do is worthless? Seems that my kids hate me and he does too. Kids throw in my face his attitude and he throws in my face their attitude...what the hell am i supposed to do? Where do I even fit in all this? Seems like I don't even have a life of my own because im always worried about giving them what they need and want and all i get is "You're a bad mom and a bad wife!" ↓
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